Please...Love me again

The bad memories

~flashbacks~

Grell's view

"Oh Bassy my darling! Kiss m-" And he steps on my face...

"Hurry up Grell!" I look at him, upset. "I'm trying just give me a minute!"...

"I want to make you fly..." "Bassy, I'll fly for you." Then he throws me...

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"Sutcliff!" I jumped out of my daydream to see Will at my office door, looking irritated as usual. "Yes Will what is it?" I asked in my usual tone, flashing a smile. He rolls his eyes and says "Have you finished the paper work yet?" I gulped, not remembering any paper work at all... "Well...um...you see-" He then hits my on the head with his scythe, making me shriek in pain and rub my head. "You imbissile! I told you last week to have it done and you forget about it!?" "I didn't mean to forget! I was just-" I stopped, seeing the look he was giving me.

"You are to finish the paper work by tomorrow if not, you will regret it." He said and walked out. I sighed as I started to look for the paper work. My mind immediately thought of Bassy, though it didn't make me smile like usual. I actually haven't smiled at that lately. I've been going back and thinking about how I was treated by him. Always throwing me, stepping on my face, being so rude to me when I've done nothing but helped him and loved him! I growled remembering how he just used me to help save his little brat of a master. I've stopped seeing him and haven't seen him in a month, and I honestly don't care. I'm done trying to get him to love me. I'm a drop dead gorgeous woman and if he can't see that oh damn well then. 

"Grell-Senpai!!" I heard a voice shout, making me jump out of my seat as Ronnie ran in with a huge smile on his face. "God dammit Ronnie don't scare me like that! He just shrugged and said "Sorry. But I was told to give you your list of souls for today." He handed me a huge list, making me groan. "Dammit why are so many people scheduled to die today?!" Ronnie shrugged and walked out, leaving me with so much work that it was ridiculous. "Better get this done." I said to myself, grabbing my scythe. Today was going to be a long day, and hopefully it will get Bas- No, Sebastian out of my head.

Heeeeeeeeyyyy my little alphabet babies soooo this chapter is short I know, but it's my very first black butler attempt so yea, but I hope u like how it starts. Poor Grell though. I wanna hug him and braid his lovely hair!!! Idk I'm a sucker for soft hair and love to touch it kk I'll be sure to add sebby in the next chapter so yas the drama can start. Cuz I love makin these dramatic kk luv u my Crybabies!! >w<