After years and years of trying, Grell finally gives up. (Yeah I know right?) He attempts to move on from loving Sebastian, but it's not easy since that's all he's ever wanted. And it doesn't get any easier when Sebastian tells him the one thing he'...
Grell sighed as she got into her dress she had went out and bought, looking over herself. She felt silly for her wanting to go, and yet, here she was. Getting ready for a party her friend invited her to.
"Heh, Sebastian my friend. That sounds odd." She muttered to herself as she looked over herself. She had her long crimson hair back into a half ponytail, her ends been curled. She wore makeup, having the perfect blend of foundation then a smoky eyeshadow with dark red lipstick and perfect wings on her eyeliner.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
After grabbing her purse and coat, she started to make her way to the Phantomhive manor.
~~~~
Grell arrived not too long after the party started, seeing many nobles as well as business people. Grell sighed softly as she walked inside, then looked up, meeting with a pair of kind, gentle crimson eyes.
"Grell! Glad you're here." Sebastian said with a soft smile. Grell smiled back and did a small curtesy to him.
"Sebastian. Glad I could come." Although it was a bit of a lie really, she didn't want to hurt his feelings. He smiled wider and gently took off her coat for her like a good butler would.
"Well enjoy yourself alright? I have much work to get done but I promise I shall make time for you alright?" Grell smiled and merely nodded, watching him walk away. She sighed and looked around, standing into a corner.
"Evening Grell." Startled, she squealed and looked over, them downwards at the little Ciel Phantomhive.
"O-Oh hello Earl!"
"I apologize, I didn't mean to frighten you."
"Oh no no don't worry yourself you didn't!" Grell reassured him, lightly folding her fingers together and resting them in her lap. She looked away, feeling slightly awkward.
"You know Grell, Sebastian does care about you. He's shown more emotion than I thought he ever could around you, I understand what had happened between you two.. but he really is trying to make that up." Ciel softly said to her, hearing her sigh softly.
"I understand and I do appreciate that.. it's just.. I don't love him back anymore." Ciel nodded, understanding.
"Just don't be too harsh with him. That night he came home, and I could tell he had been crying." Grell felt a small pant of guilt in her heart as Ciel said that. What would he be crying for?
Serves him right after everything he's done to me... Ugh no no being mad at him won't do me any good.
"I'm not saying for you to forgive him or anything, but just be aware of it that's all." And with that, the Earl walked away to leave the crimson reaper to her thoughts.
(Hello lovelies~! First, I am so sorry this took forever to update I lost inspiration and you know how I roll, no inspiration no writing! Now I apologize for this chapter being so short but I promise it will get bigger soon! Until then, take care loves~!)
