For my dearest Sutcliff..

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  Hello there, everyone. It is I, Tuatha and I have taken over this profile for some time. SO, Sage isn't going to be here for awhile. But do not worry: she will be back at some point.. for now however, I am just going to get a few things off my chest.. *inhales sharply, exhales*
  Why must I feel this way..? Why must I try to have my feelings recognized by.. him? I mean.. he is EVERYTHING to me: my whole reason for living.. ever since day one, I have had this burning feeling in my heart.. I couldn't explain it then, but I can now. I love him, with all of my heart. I always have, and I always will. Only he matters.. no one else matters to me more than he does. No one. I swear, no matter what, I will protect him: no, I NEED to protect him.. from those two. Damn you, Spears.. why did he have to fall for YOU of all people? I-it doesn't make any sense! And the same goes for you ESPECIALLY, Michaelis: you arrogant, bastard of a demon! I hope the both of you scumbags go rot in Hell for the rest of your worthless, mutton lives..! You don't deserve someone like him, I do; you do not need anyone like him, only I do. You two shouldn't even be alive! But, I can fix that.. for the better.. *chuckles evilly*
  To you my love, you have to live, so I can. I know you care about me, just as I to you. You are just.. too shy to admit anything to me, right..? *eyes widen, with a sadistic grin on face* Right?? *eye twitches* You are my everything, my dear. And nothing and nobody will EVER change that. Can't you see my feelings for you are unrequited, my love..?

                                                    My darling Sutcliff..~

  You have always been so much to me, and no one else has managed to make my cheeks burn crimson like you have. As insane as you may be at times, that is just one of the many things about you that I admire. And, I want you to be mine: ALL mine. You should know what I mean by that, my dearest. *licks upper lip* Everything, I want EVERYTHING that is you.
  Your lush, jagged, crimson hair; your crazed yet beautiful, green eyes; your pale, porcelain skin; and, your gorgeous figure, from your toned chest, your lean waist of which I would LOVE to hold onto and press my own body against, and down to your quite/very nice arse and also to your.. oh, dear me..~ *breathing heavily, while her cheeks are turning crimson* Ah.~ I want it, I want it ALL.. I want you: no, I want all of you. Everything, down to the last strand of red hair on your perfect head. All of you.. can't you see how I am? Can't you?! *twitches a little violently*
  ...what? I am acting.. CRAZY to you, readers?? I-I don't know what you mean: surely, I am not crazy. I am so very deeply in love is all, but if you still do not believe me.. then, you can have your disagreements about things in another place, yet not here. This will probably be the only chance I have of saying anything, about how I feel and always have felt.. and if any of you think of me as insane, well then you had best hope you aren't on the To Die List.. *twitches*
  My dearest loves me as well. I know that he loves me, and not that annoying, petty excuse for a Grim Reaper. I mean, he is practically CONSTANTLY abusing my darling.. *twitches* And yet, Grell, my beloved, still goes after that son of a.. RRG! And, it is even worse with Michaelis. He calls himself a demon?? I am a demon, and yet I know my purpose, and it isn't serving some bratty Earl on a daily basis! What is my purpose, you may ask? Well, it should have been obvious to you, but I shall tell you.~
  My one, and only, purpose.. is to make love to my dearest. Well, more rather of making love WITH him. *starts breathing heavily again, grins with a look of lust in her eyes* Mmmm..~ Oh, I am t-terribly sorry. I suppose I was just um.. caught up in the thought. B-but, yes, I am more than positive that I must do that.. I mean, both of us will be happy if it happens, right?? *blushes scarlet, giggles crazily*

  Well, I know for a fact that I want that moment to be as long as possible, and very passionate. I know that my dearest would want the same thing. I mean, why wouldn't he? He loves me, he really does love me: I want him to say that to me, that he deeply cares for me and wants me, just as I to him.. *chuckles, a hint of a dreamy tone faintly noticeable in her chuckling*

  I yearn for him everyday. I yearn for his whole self: his body pressed against mine; his warm breath sending shivers creeping up and down my spine, in a blissfully pleasant way; his fanged teeth stabbing into the flesh on my neck, causing me to let out moans of pleasure, even through drawn blood.. *breathes heavily, caresses body and strokes the cheek of her Grell voodoo doll* ..what? Yes, I have a doll of my darling Sutcliff. He has a doll of Michaelis, so why can't I have a doll of Grell?
  Moving on, I adore my dearest to no end, and will stop at nothing to make him mine.. I do not care what I have to do; I do not care who I have to hurt; I do not care who's blood I have to spill in the process. Grell. Will. Be. Mine... I know he cares for me deeply, but he still does not have any choice in the matter.
  So, I hope he makes the correct decision, if he wants to stay alive. I would NEVER want to harm my dearest, but if I cannot have him.. then no one can. *twitches* But, I will do the best I can to make him mine, and make him be, and do, whatever I want. He could do whatever he wants to me, like.. oh my!~ *exhales, inhales quickly over and over* Well, I am positive you understand everything..
  And, darling, if you are reading this.. then, now you know everything I have been keeping inside myself for all of these ninety-three years that I have known you. Your luscious, crimson hair; beautiful green eyes; porcelain skin; that absolutely perfect body of yours.. I want it. I want YOU, can't you see it, darling? Can't you?! If you haven't gotten the idea of this yet, then just let me tell you once more, my love~:
  My dearest Sutcliff, I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!! *her voice starts raising slightly, her breath quickening* I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!!!!
*breathing fastly, takes a deep breath* ..I hope you understand EVERYTHING now, my love. And, just remember what I have said and tell me that you love me.. because, I know you DO love me, don't you darling?~ Don't you!?~ *eye twitches, while trying to have an innocent smile on her face*
  I suppose you could say, my love, that "Red is the colour of fiery passion. And, I am flaming." That is how I am, EVERY TIME I am near/with you... and remember always, my dearest..
  ..I love you..~

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