hi it's kennedi and i hacked destiny's book (well i guess it's time for my sad thoughts too), i hope she doesn't get mad about it or whatever.
but i genuinely think really negatively about myself. it just hits my sometimes. the realization that i'm too fat and ugly to get a boyfriend, that i will never be anyone's FAVORITE because my personality is so dry, that i'll never be loved by anyone because i don't know how to, the fact that i'm a disappointment to my parents. you know?
and nothing anybody tells me can change it. people constantly tell me that i'm worth something and that they love me and that i need to focus on the positivity and yada ya. it doesn't WORK, it NEVER works. i never believe it — or i might for a split second and then it all just fades away.
