so im alone at home and i dont like it.
one because i get bad anxiety when im home alone
and two it makes me feel like im on my own
i want to say it's like separation anxiety but i think that's a little dramatic for what it is.
if you have been on this account for awhile, im not good at relationships. i always what the need of having someone other than being by myself. i love to love and have someone to support me.
but when im single i seem to be sad here and there.
like now. im home alone and it gives me the time to think about my current situation. and my past relationship. i start to go into that doubt and depressed state that i had battled with for two months straight. i just want to get myself out of this state but it's hard to find someone.
like i said i hate being alone.
