A continuation of I really like you (Harry Styles)
Cinque's POV
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"Shit." I cussed.
"Sorry." Niall said because he bit my lip while we kissed. "It's bleeding. Let me clean that for you."
He licked my lips and we began to make out again. I really like him a lot and I don't even know if this is a dream.
"Thanks for today Niall." I smiled.
"Me too." he smiled as well. "You couldv'e told me that you were a virgin. I would've been a bit more gentle with you."
"Oh." I looked down. "It was okay. As long as I gave it to you, it was really okay."
"Did it hurt?" he smirked again. Ugh for the love of God please, I can't handle his smirks.
"Yeah, but it didn't last. it felt good actuaally." I blushed. "Soooooo,"
"So?"
"Are you my boyfriend?" I asked him because after of what happened in the party and all.
"Uhh, Cinque, listen." he held my hands. "We're not really a boyfriend girlfriend thing."
"W-What?" I asked. "But after what all happened? I mean couples do that!"
"That's the thing. You know me, I'm a cool guy. As a matter of fact, i've had sex with different girls in different parties."
"So you're saying, I was a toy?" I frowned.
"No hard feelings tho? We can still be friends. I had a great night. See you tomorrow anyway." he pecked my lips. "Good night."
He ran off to the streets until he diappeared. My eyes got teary after what he said. Niall just used me, but I love him so much. I tip toed my way to the room and took a bath. I felt so sore and it still bleeded. As I laid to my bed, I remembered everything that has happened: the game, the thing happened in the closet, having sex behind a tree, making out and everything. I can't believe he just played with me. I felt a tear streamed down my face and imagined Niall. Why would he do such thing? After all I loved him. But he just toyed with me.
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"And he drove me to school!" Moira exclaimed, which I guess was the only thing I heard. "Uh, Cinque? Are you even listening?"
"What?" I looked up.
"Aha, so you weren't listening."
"Sorry."
"No biggie, I can tell that you still imagined what happened last night." she smiled and started to poke me. " Yeah, Cinque and Niall had sex last night!"
"Shhh!" I shushed her.
"What?" she giggled.
"Can we just not talk about it?" I frowned.
"What? Why?"
"I don't want to talk about it. Can we just go to class?" I started to walk.
"O-Okay." she followed.
As I entered the classroom, I saw Niall with his arm around a girl and we both had eye contact. He smiled but I ignored him. I don't know what to think. I just sat on my seat and just scrolled through my phone to whatever pics I see.
All day Moira kept on talking and talking and mostly about Harry. I'm really happy for her to be honest because you know, Harry Styles. But I'm really upset, not with Niall but with myself. I honestly don't know why I'm not angry at him, he toyed me! For fuck's sakes Cinque how dumb can you get?!
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It's been two weeks and i'm still depressed about myself. Moira and Harry are already dating and I'm still alone. I always thought about Niall and how attractive he was, then I remembered what he said to me at the party.
That's the thing. You know me, I'm a cool guy. As a matter of fact, i've had sex with different girls in different parties
I just stared at my phone with Niall as my wallpaper.
"Cinque we need to talk, you're not yourself for weeks now. What's wrong?" Moira held my hand. "I'm getting worried."
"I-It's nothing," I lied.
"I know you okay, now tell me?"
"I told you nothing." I began to tear up.
"Is it Niall?"
"N-No," I looked away. "Y-Yes."
"What happened?"
"Nothing, it's just I realized I'm not good for him."
"What? What do you mean you'renot good for him? Of course you are!" she hit my arm. "You had sex remember?"
Then i broke down crying. I stood up and ran to the school's green house because it was the only place in the school I like. Call me rude for leaving Moira but she knew I needed to be alone.
"I am such a clutz." I murmured to myself. "We had sex? Yeah right, I was used. I was a damn toy."
"Yeah, and you were the best toy."
Out of no where Niall popped out.
"Niall?" I froze.
"Hi." he smiled.
"What do you want?" I crossed my arms.
"What do I want?" he moved closer. "I want you."
He grabbed my face and my lips crashed to his. We're making out again and I tried to stop myslef, but in my heart I knew I still love him even if he used me. i suddenly tripped and we both fell, but we continued to make out. Then I pushed him from my lips
"W-What are you doing?" I asked.
"I need you."
"What the fuck Niall. You need a fuck buddy?"
"Yeah." he smiled. I frowned.
"Well, I don't care! Fuck me all night if you want, i don't care. I love you okay." I said to him straight.
"Cinque, I don't know what to say." he giggled. "That night when I left from your house, I can't stop thinking about you. Everytime I think about that night we had sex, i get so horny. And when I see you, I masturbate in the bathroom and I think of you."
"Really?" I smiled.
"I don't know about you, but I really like you too."
"You do?"
"I like like you." he smiled
He kissed me again. He grabbed my ass and tried to remove his shirt.
"W-Wait, are you sure you wanna do this? I mean, here?" he asked.
"Jesus Niall, no one goes here." I removed my top. "Just fuck me already."
"Whatever you say," he sat up and removed his shirt.
We began to make out again and we both removed our clothes and ran to the nearest bush and began to have sex there. Every thrust hurts like a lot since we haven't had sex for a long time now. I sent out load moans all over the green house because it just feels so good. Fuck. Even when Niall talks dirty I can't help but as for more.
"Cinque?" he said as we finished having fun.
"Hmm?"
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
"What!" I looked at him. "O-Of course! I'd love too!"
"That sounds so great--"
I crashed my lips to his. For fuck's sakes Niall, I already told you my feelings and you asked me that? I feel so happy that Niall, my crush for two years now, is my boyfriend.
-End-
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-Naomi
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