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Jay turned the music down as he pulled up to a red light.

  "You gone tell me who number that is?" Jay asked.

" I'll have to see my phone to look .at the number."

Jay didn't say anything else.

When the light turned green he didn't take his foot off the break and push the accelorator.

"Jay-" I was cut off.

"Who number is this !" he said more demanding. "Im not moving until you tell me."

"Jay"I said defeated."I dont know."

I looked out the side mirror and seen two cars behind us.

"Whoever this bitch nigga is he asking about me. And its not Xavier punkass so dont lie."

    Honk honk honnnnnkkk

The cars knew now that we were just sitting here.

  "Quan the number is Quans my ex the one that was with me when I came to the office. Now can you please go." I said in a rush finally remember Quan number started with 890 and he walked me to the office and was probably wonder who Jay was.

Still Jay didnt move.

"Jaysean go please they might call the cops." Now the honking was ongoing.

"Fuck the cops why is this nigga texting your phone."

   "I dont know, just drive please." I begged.

Jay sped off right before the light turned red leaving behind a row of angry drivers.

  "Can I have my phone? " I asked

"Why should I give it to you."

   "Because its mine and you have no righ-"

Before I finished my sentence I felt a sting go across the left side of my face. Immediately I grabbed where it stung and gently touched it.

"I'm sorry." Jay said after a quiet moment.

Kendal still had her hand on her stinging cheek. Staring out the window silent.

At anither red light Jay reached his hand to the back of car and pulled a Reebok shoe box from the back. He placed the box on Kendal lap.

Kendal continued to stare out the window ignoring the box.

" I'm sorry Kay K. I just wanted to celebrate with you and, I picked you up. I had something nice planned but now you mad so f- it."

Kendal heart ached. Jay was her weakness. She took her hand off her numb cheek and opend the box.

T- Rawws.

All blue with a white bottom.

"Thankyou." she said quietly.

"You like them."

"Yes.You know blue is my favorite color."

  "I don't know why. Red is the way." he said jokingly.

Kendal tried to smile but her cheek still stung. Jay hand reached across and he caressed it.

"I'm sorry."

Kendal shook her head understanding.

"What did you have planned?"

Jay was quiet for a minute.

"Joyride. Grab something to eat. Then talk."

No anything else but talk. She knew exactly what direction talking would go into. The reason she broke up with him 2weeks before was because he wanted to talk about her and the micarriage.