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I Have Nothing

Excuse all my Mistakes.

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Song Theme( hence the title) I Have Nothing Whitney Houston

Where will they go will they make it?

Btw (-) this means some one was cut off and didnt get to finish their sentence.

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   My eyes clouded with tears as a feeling of vulnerablity covered me like a wool coat.

Jaysean made me instantly feel superior to him.

Nothing in my brain triggered that I was surrounded by more than 2,000+ people. But  none of them were strong enough to fight hin for me mentally.

He had a power over me that he didn't even know he had.

  Reality hit full force as he began to inch forward and I stood there like a statue. Frozen, broken hearted.

My physical body was frozen but my brain was racing. Stay strong. How did he know to come here. Why did I still love him????

  "I just want to talk. " he said as he staggered foward.

I was mute and powerless.

  Still he got closer and closer until he standing right infront of me.

My throat tightend and heart locked in place.

To look in his eyes I had to look up (Jaysean is 6'4) so I adverted my eyes to the ground.

  "I just want to talk." he whispered so close to my ear I could smell the fresh alcohol on his breath.

I looked up alarmed and found myself lost in his eyes.

They were low he must've also been high.

  My nerves shot up even more. Our school had a strict drug policy and they didn't mind calling the police. It didn't help that Jay looked like a thug and my school was kind've saddity.

  "Are you high?" I questioned him nervously.

   "If you want me to be high I'll be high Kendallllll." He said louder taking a step closer to.

     What should I do?  I couldn't let Jay leave.  He drives fast?  Accidents? I didn't want to talk to Jay yeah but I didn't want him to die! Did I? Def not? Then what? I wanted him to feel the pain I was feeling. But he needed to live through tonight.

   "Jay." I broke my silence, but just saying his name broke me a little,        "Go to your car and I'll be there inna minute." I managed to squeeze out my throat before I didn't.

He looked pleased then began to walk down the path to the parking lot.

  "Kendal!"

I jumped so hard.

Oh God I've been caught. Please Noo.

"Where you going?" I didn't turn around afraid my face would give it away.

  "Leaving." Xavier walked to the front of me.

"Your not going to stay?" he sounded hurt.

This is his last football game dumby!!

I pushed a peice of my hair behind my ear uneasily.

  "Yeah sorry. I just started feeling sick so Imma just go home."