My delusional heart is so bipolar.
Love and hate fade into each other.
My life and I were never meant to be together.
Please get me off this roller coaster.
It's either suffocating drama that brands me,
Or loneliness cold enough to make hell freeze.
My depression and sorrow run deeper than the sea.
But my passion is greater than infinity.
If it's mine, I take it for granted.
If I can't have it, it's a strong desire.
Honey, don't worry. I'm honest all the time,
Except for when I'm a liar.
My smile's so bright, it blinds you
From seeing any of my tears.
My exterior is a safe of steel.
It locks away my fears.
Sadness is my home, it's where I belong.
Joy is the sun I rarely see.
But I've learned to find peace somewhere within
The dreary depths of my misery.
Love is just a stupid joke.
Happiness is a lie.
It's impossible to put words to the pain,
The pain I feel inside.
I laugh at all my problems,
Because I just can't cry.
I always talk of the beauty of life.
But truthfully, I want to die.
The light seems so far away.
Darkness is what I've known.
And I'm tempting fate to take my life
Before I do it on my own.
YOU ARE READING
Broken
PoetryA collection of poems I have written while in the clutches of my demon named Depression.
