adolfo's pov :
my stupid brother!! he knows this is my assignment! that's the reason we went to this camping! he knew it! and he still asks so loudly IN FRONT OF HER! how can people even be so stupid? isn't there a line of stupidity? oh well.. she still asked me to watch the sunset with her. and it's still been romantic so far. we walked over to the beach that's right across this camping. it was really beautiful out here. and i couldn't help but smile over the fact that she was so close to me , in my arms. a few minutes ago we sprayed a towel over the sand and layed down. she got closer and closer and now we're here. she's resting her head on my chest and i wrapped my arms around her. even though it wasn't very comfortable, i wouldn't wanna have it any other way. and i never want to let go. this is excactly where i want her, in my arms , forever. being mine and only mine. it also felt like i was protecting her from the world. maybe because she's smaller than me, or maybe because she's in my arms right now. but yeah, i can't help but feel it that way. and it feels good. i really wanna protect her... oh fuck , my mission. damn, i promised myself not to fall in love with her. think i broke that promise already. and that's no good. not a single hair on my head would want to do that to her now. and i'm afraid that when i have no choice but to do it , my heart won't let me. oh i'm in so much deep shit right now. why did i have to become a gangster? well, doesn't matter. i am one now. and i'm well on my way. i'm finally getting some big assignments lately. so i'm not gonna blow it all on some girl. it was like my whole heart rejected at that thought. some girl... she's not some girl! she's special and the only girl that i ever loved except for my mom. wow, do i love her already? sure feels like it... no! stop it! i worked alot to make my heart become so cold and hard so i don't have to care about doing shit like this. but, it feels like she's softening my heart right now. just by... doing nothing actually. just by laying in my arms, showing her dimples, being shy and cute, making me feel only the way she can, just by being the way she is.
'it's down'. she snapped me out of my thoughts.
'what?' i brought my face down to look at her.
'the sun'. she said louder this time.' it's down.'
'yeah.' i faced the sky again.' it was beautiful'.
i felt her head move on my chest. i figured she was nodding. 'i don't wanna go back yet,' she said almost begging.
'we don't have to'. i said calmly. i then held her even tighter. and i couldn't see her face, but i felt that she was smiling. and soon after that, i felt myself smiling too. why does this feels so damn good? i sighed deeply.
'this feels good'. she suddenly said like she was reading my mind.
'sure does,sweetheart, sure does'.
we layed there for a couple of minutes , just sharing silence with eachother, till the first star of the night arrived .and it didn't take long for her to notice that.
'a star!' she pointed up towards the sky.
'yes, i see it.' i said chuckling, enjoying her childishness.' it's beautiful.'
i could feel her nodding against my chest again.
'just like you'. i added.
i then soon felt her body temperature rise against mine. i think she's blushing.
'you're blushing'. i said teasingly.
'what?!' she jumped up from my chest to face me.' how can you even see that? it's dark!'
i laughed at her. 'yeah...' i waggled my eyebrows.' that's my specialty.'
she just smiled at me , shaking her head. i stood up, now facing her. i got closer and closer. well, you know what comes next. i put my hands on her perfectly shaped hips and kissed her. our second kiss. and it was perfect.
samantha's pov :
he kissed me again! and this time it was even better. maybe because of the beautiful sunset we just watched, or because the place we were surrounding by stars was really ronantic, or maybe just because i could focus on the kiss alot better this time. it doesn't matter. it was perfect and i 'd like to keep it that way. ugh, being around him feels so good. and now i'm alone in my room again, just thinking about him. we left the beach soon after our kiss. i'm not sure why. it wasn't getting cold or anything. i didn't need to go home yet. and i don't think his friend-thinggy is such a bossy one either. yet we just went home. well, maybe it has to stop at some point. maybe i still have to learn all this. but i didn't want it to stop. and i still don't want it to stop. i just want to be with him. right now. forever. wow! i gotta pull myself together. i don't wanna be that hopeless little girl that falls apart when they break up. i can't stand even the thought of breaking up though. wait...are we even together? shit, what if he just thinks i'm a nice girl to spend sime time with, but he doesn't wanna start anything? nooo, it feels so good laying there with eachother and having fun at the pool. he MUST feel that way too. and what if he doesn't? what if he had fun with you today, but tomorrow he throws you away for another girl? my heart flinched at the thought of that. damn, that would hurt. ugh, i fall in love way too fast. but i gotta know! i wanna know if i'm not some throwaway girl in his eyes. i gotta text him. shit, i don't even have his number. i totally forgot to ask! oh , now i'm going to think about this all night! i'm gonna stay up all night and doubt about if he really wants to keep me. then a flashback appears : dude, isn't that your assignment? shut up! assignment... assignment.... what does that even mean? would they have made a bet? who gets the most girls during this vacation? oh, that's so nasty! but...maybe it's not that. but he actually was really smooth. too smooth... nooooo, but it felt so good! that can't be fake! and he calls me beautiful and sweetheart! because he knows that drives bitches wild... but...but what if i understood it wrong? what if he didn't even say assignment? i can't really recall it right now. i really thought he said assignment, but it could be wrong! okay, this has to stop. worst case scennario : he made a bet with his friend or whatever who gets the most girls this vacation, and tomorrow he throws you away for another girl. you heard mission good, and you are his mission for today. best case scenarrio : he loves me and really thinks i am beautiful and his sweetheart and he has these feelings for me too and i heard assignment wrong and he actually said : the girl you're in love with and we get married and have children and we die together at the same time and wow i gotta stop reading those romantic books. how would his lastname look behind my name? ugh, i don't even know his last name! i don't know anything about him! that's a trick... when a guy doesn't wanna have a lot to do with you they don' t talk about themselves. they just talk about you and give you compliments to lead you on. nooooo,that can't be!. tomorrow i'm gonna ask the brains out of his mind. if that's a thing. okay, sam. you've had enough thinking about him now. time to cool off and go to sleep. with adolfo everything's gonna be okay, and you'll see him tomorrow. now breath in , breath out and go to sleep. i layed down , my head hitting the pillow. a few seconds of silence entered my brain. but not for a very long time. but what if he really said assignment? nooooo...he just said something else and i heard it wrong. i really think he said assignment. oh would you stop! no! yes! no! you have to sleep! i don't care! all i care about right now is adolfo! ugh, hopeless little bitch! no wonder he's gonna throw you away. would you wanna be in a relationship with yourself? grow up! but...but...okay. good now go to sleep! but i can't! ugh! i wanna be a fairy and ride on unicorns and eat ice cream with sprinkles and talk to rainbows and zzzzzzzzzz...................
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-hahah sorry about that last part. everytime i think of somethoming and i almost fall asleep the last few seconds of my mind thinking are the weirdest things. and then i fall asleep. therefore the fairy part. hope you enjoyed it so far! XOXO
