My random writings

Messages.

From Annah @ 1:15. fellowunicorn

You might not see yourself as a great person but neither do I. I see you as an excellent person, but that might be biased because of the fact I'm so in love with you. I love your sense of humor. I love how you make me want to be a better person, and how you always encourages me to do school, or get sleep. I love how you get heated over the same things I do. Like the other night when we stayed up until like 2am talking about crimes. I love how you get pissed off when you try to read a bible or you completely freeze when you see anything Jamie Dornan related. I love how you send me little Volgs of you doing shit. And you send me videos of you singing. I love that when you have writers block you come to me or when you laugh at my jokes. I love your attitude. And how focused you get on something. I love how you'll chew on her neckless without even realizing it. I love sharing the same interests and having inside jokes with you. I love listening/watching shit for the first time with you. And talking shit about the boys. I love the crinkles by you eyes when she smile and your dimple. I love how when you are really tired you're the most Random person there is. I love how you told off that guy who was talking shit. When normally you would've let it slide. I love how I've seen you grow and how much more confident you are now then months ago. I love how you talk about me with your family even with the risk of your dad finding out. I love how you post shit on Facebook just to piss your sister off. I love how you tie headbands around your wrists and will shoot them at your fan then you go 'fuck' when they get stuck. I love watching you try to get them down and the look you have on her face when you're successful. I love how you will randomly send me the most lovey dovey messages and how you're not afraid to put yourself in a potential vulnerable situation when you tell me everything you've gone through. I love how I feel like I've known you my whole life and how we say it's like we've been married to each other for 8 years. I love how you talk about your celebrity crushes. I love how your freckles are arranged on your face like someone closed their eyes and pointed to where each one would go. I love how we can be totally fuckboyish one minute and hella sappy the next. I seriously love how happy you get seeing that Fifi is getting healthier. I love how you'll only put up with so much shit before you say something. I love how you are with your Niece and nephew. I love how our 'arguments' are over who's more manly than the other and who fits the joker personality better than Harley's personality I love how you notice really little things like when I paint my nails. I love how you hides her face when your embarrassed or sometimes a snort comes out instead of a laugh. I love how you wanted to be in the navy on your 18th birthday. And when you found out you wouldn't be able to join how you decided you'd help others and work with kids instead. I love how you talks back to the tv. I love how you eat cereal at 2 in the morning. And how you'll drink some water for me every now and then. I love how you light up when you talk about your interests or ramble on and on. I love how you don't give up on searching for something like my babysitter's a vampire until you've found it. I love that you collect antiques. I love that you will text me whenever you wake up and tell me what woke you up. I love how you will call me a bitch but then instantly tell me you love me. I love that you send me puns. I love that you're supportive of me. I love how you actually give a shit about my well being and tries whatever you can to help me. I love how even tho you don't have a phone rn you've gone to extreme lengths to talk to me. I love how you push up your glasses like a little nerd and how we both will pee with eachother on ft. I love your belches. I love how we share cringey pictures with each other and laugh. I love how it's only been 2 months that we've been dating, but it feels like we've always been dating. And I love how when ever you jokingly tell me I'm lying I can respond with 'but babe I'm sitting' and even tho you'll roll your eyes and shake your head I still hear you laugh under your breath. I love how you never say 'so funny' because you have the picture of Jamie you send instead. I love how you get so focused on a game you'll stop talking mid sentence. I love how you have phrases like 'fuck me backwards and call me Lauren' I love how you will answer all my stupid questions and still not be super annoyed. Honestly dude all of that is excellent and all of that makes you more than excellent! I love you to the moon and back 😘💞💖

(Thank you for this, you may see it but I don't. I can't see how you think I'm beautiful, funny, etc. I just can't see it because all I've ever known was being bullied and letting my demons take over now I can't believe anything else but those fuckers I'm trying and I'm trying my best but my best isn't good enough, I love you...)