Cataleya's POV
My head was pounding and I felt weak, I slowly opened my eyes and all I could see was darkness. I wasn't sure what happened exactly but I was scared. Very scared. I got up and my breathing increased rapidly, I think I was having a panic attack. Am I dead? I certainly didn't know how to breathe and my body temperature was rising, I started sweating and my mouth became dry. Is this what hell feels like?
Tears started rolling down my cheeks, and my whimpers were barely audible.
"Cataleya.." A voice called out to me, a sweet voice which I had grown to love. Daniel's voice. Am I just hearing things? I looked around but all I could see was darkness, I wanted to see his alluring powerful eyes, I wanted to touch his smooth skin which was covered in faint scars that no one could see, I wanted to feel his sweet lips on mine. I never knew how much I had missed Daniel until now.
But...He broke me, he shattered my heart into pieces and hurt me. My broken heart will probably never heal because I feel used. A broken heart feels like it will rain forever, my body will absorb the rain and store it as sadness forever. The safety of my everything has been crushed, it's like I don't know anything. I lost myself to a lover but then I started to put the pieces back together. I'm not sure if I can go through it all again. What if he leaves me? It's a common thing for Daniel to leave the one's he loves.
"Daniel?" I whispered and the lamp on my bedside turned on showing Daniel's tired face. I wasn't sure how to react so I froze, my eyes were wide open and I'm pretty sure my mouth was too. I probably looked like a fish but that didn't bother Daniel since he moved closer to me to hug me but I moved back.
"NOOO, NOOOOOO, NOOO...STAY AWAY." I screamed and he looked confused, my whimpers turned into cries of distress. I hugged my knees and starting rocking back and forth, I forgot that I had been shot and I felt the excruciating pain of my skin stretching. I stopped and covered my face still crying.
I felt the bed dip and I looked up to see tears also forming in Daniel's eyes. "I'm sorry baby, I'm so sorry." He moved to hold me in his arms but I tried to move away so his arms were left hanging in midair. "Cataleya I know I hurt you a lot but so have you, we are both equally guilty. Do you know what you did to me? After you left I turned into a cold hearted bastard with nothing to live for. I thought I hated you for what you did to me but no, I truly love you."
I wasn't sure if I believed him or not but what I was sure that I truly loved him too. I looked up at him and my crying stopped but tears were still rolling down my cheek. "Why did you do it?"
"Do what?" He looked confused and I laughed bitterly.
"You damn well know what you did, as soon as I was out of your life you moved on to Lucy. It was that easy to forget about me?" I paused and saw his shocked expression. "She called me a couple days ago and told me how she was the one sleeping next to you, how she was the one you loved. So was I just a girl you played? I feel used and so worthless." I whispered the last part and before I knew it he was holding on to my hands.
His eyes were too demanding to look away. "Look I know what I did was wrong but I only did it out of anger. I had no intention of hurting you, I was out of my mind and I had no idea what to do. I promise nothing like that will happen again."
I looked down and asked the question that had been killing me. "Did you sleep with her?"
He paused and I felt the tension rise, he opened his mouth to speak but closed it again. I knew what the answer was since he kept didn't deny it straight away. After what felt like days he answered in a low voice. "Yes." I didn't storm out like a kid, I didn't even smile and say that he's forgiven. I did what most girls would do I guess, I jumped on him like a wild animal and started punching and slapping him. He didn't stop me but he took my hits like a man.
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ActionCataleya: A feisty headstrong girl with no weaknesses. Traumatised by the events of her past as well as present, she realises there is not much to live for. After she returns to London after so long it doesn't take her long to fall in danger, only t...