Chaos

6. Lazy days and make up sex

Chapter 6,

LASY DAYS AND MAKE UP SEX:

Oscar

My alarm clock goes off at 7:30 in the morning. Even though today is my day off, I get up early, I never understood how people like to stay in bed the whole day, its like wasting a full day. With my hand I wipe over my face as if I tried to get the tiredness away, at the same time I pull Meredith who's head rests on my chest closer and hear her mumble a good morning.

I kiss her hairline and greet her back, she then looks at me shortly and sits up. She stretches her hands and then gets up and walks into the bathroom without giving me another glance. I watch as she disappears, looking her naked body up and down.

Its always like that and has always been like that. Meredith doesn't like to show herself to me without make up, even though I told her a thousand times that she is very beautiful and doesn't need all those powders and mascaras, the first thing in the morning that she does, is locking herself in the bathroom to transform herself from a human being to an absolute goddess with no flaws what so ever.

While my girlfriend is in the bathroom, I get up myself and put on some clothes, after that I walk into the kitchen and make myself some oatmeal, I put an apple and a banana on a plate for Meredith and start making coffee.

Some time later she sits down at the table next to me and takes a big gulp of coffee.

As we eat I listen to Meredith as she tells me how much she is looking forward to hear from her manager about the news from Versage.

"They will shoot for five days in Milan in January." Meredith tells me, excited.

She always wanted to run on a catwalk and shoot in Milan, she once told me that this was one of her childhood dreams so I take her hand and smile at her. "I'm so proud of you." I then say and her eyes light up even more.

She kisses me quickly and then takes a bite off her banana.

After breakfast we settle down on my couch in front of the TV even though it is more of a make out session. I kiss down Merediths collarbone as my phone rings, I look up, feeling my hair stick into every possible direction and lick my lips. Where did I put my phone?

I find it on the coffee table and look at the caller ID, Meredith sees it too cause she groans and rolls her eyes.

"He is such a moodkiller." she says and I look at my phone again. Its Paul one of my two best friends and I have always had the feeling as if Meredith really dislikes him without reason.

I shoot her a look, just wanting her to understand that he is family and one of my closest friends, even though he isn't a model or something else fancy. Just because Mer only mingles with people in her social class, doesn't mean that I will give him up.

I pick up the phone and the first thing Paul says after I greeted him is "Its time to spend some quality time and you promised that on your next day off you'd drop by, so I expect you around two pm, Nick is already here too."

I sharply inhale remembering my promise as I look at Meredith.

I know I can't let them down again and I also don't want to, so I say "That sounds good, I'll show up around two."

I intentionally don't look in Meredith's direction to not be greeted with the sharp looks of hers. "Cool sounds good."

Paul says and then adds "Just bring Meredith, Lisa is here too."

I know he kind of already knew Mer would be here today and I'm glad that he and Nick make enough effort to invite her.

They know that Meredith doesn't think highly of them but they don't mind her so they just ignore whatever snarky thing she spits.

"Thanks Paul, we'll be there soon."

He bowed out himself and I ended the call. Turning around I get ready for an outburst from my girlfriend.

"Seriously?" she asks, clearly annoyed.

I sigh, she already chuted away from me and now sits there defensivly.

"I promised them that we would meet up." I say.

"I didn't say that I want to come." she crosses her arms and I nodd slowly.

"I'm sorry, you don't have to come if you don't want to."

Her eyebrows raise slowly and she says "So you would rather spend time with your stupid friends than me?"

Oh no, stupid me.

I breath in slowly to not get defensive about her calling Paul and Nick stupid. She knows exactly that talking bad about family makes me mad.

"You know I want to spend my time with you a lot more and thats exactly what I do, but I haven't seen Paul or Nick for nearly a month now and I want to spend time with them."

I stay as calm as possible and watch her getting even more defensive "So now you blame me because you and your idiotic little friends aren't able to arrange a play date?"

"They aren't idiotic, Meredith."

"Whatever."

I inhale deeply and then say "I told you, you don't have to come, I'd like if you could come though because I would rather spend time with my best friends and my girlfriend at the same time than to decide between them."

Meredith jumps up from the sofa and shouts "Its not about deciding between me and Paul or Nick, its about me wanting to spend the day with you and then you just go and change your- our plans like that. I want to be with you and spend my time with you, without them.!"

"God dammit Meredith don't act as if you have never done that before." I fight back.

"Thats not the problem now!"

"I told you that you don't need to come but my friends make the effort to invite you dispise you being snarky the whole time, they even invited Lisa."

"I don't care."

"Of course you don't" I sigh and ask myself how a good time could turn into something so negative in such a short period.

I pinch the bridge of my nose with my index finger and thumb and then look up at my pissed off girlfriend.

Then I bite my lips and take a step forward towards her, I grab both of her shoulders and press my body against hers. Our lips start to move hungrily together and she bury's her hands in my hair.

Make up sex is our way to work things out. We wouldn't make up otherwise and we are really bad at conflicts, so thats our thing.

I pull my T- shirt over my head and then start to kiss Merediths jawline. I just stop so Mer can pull her tank top over her head and I pick her up and carry her to the bedroom.

She bites my earlobe and as soon as she lays on the bed I start to pull off her jeans. I don't know if she'll join me later with my friends but for right now, everything's good.

"Oh god I love you."