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Chapter-1: Things keep getting worse

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Wind is getting past my hair making it whole new mess. Let me tell you that my hair not like that of shown in hair shampoo advertisement but it is not that bad. But I don't care much about it during my current mental stage. My leather jacket is protecting me from catching cold.

Riding bike is one of my way to get my thoughts sorted. Then why it is not helping now even increasing of speed is not helping. If it is not helping then I need to go place where no one is around expect mother nature like place full of trees, beautiful flowers, sound of water running by and soft wind blowing through my hair not like this harsh one right now.

I know very well where I should go. My secret spot which nobody knows.... My way to escape my thoughts for while "THE PLACE OF MY RESCUE."

Here I come my dear protector.
When I was about to take last turn to reach my destination my cell phone start ringing and I was like 'what the fuck man' I don't want to talk to anyone. So I choose to ignore it and continue towards my destination but the person keep calling getting me more irritate with continuous ringing of phone in my pocket. So, I decided to pick it up at last.

Pulling brake of my bike and make it stand on the side of road and fishing out my phone from my front pocket of jeans to check caller ID of the person who decide to call me at this time when I'm trying my best to not burst out. Looking at the caller ID it required all courage not to explode. The person who is calling me is DEXTER the last person I want to talk.

'How dare him to call me after what he has done to me?' asking that to myself

My thump stop when I was about to slide it on my phone screen to answer to call. Calculating whether to answer this or not because it can result in damaging my heart and mind both to new extend which is not good but I want to know what the hell he want to say to me after what he had done. Curiosity get better of me and finally deciding upon the matter on hand by sliding my thump on my phone screen to answer it.

Taking a deep breath to calm myself down because I don't want him to know that he affecting me in any way.

"You got me to say it that you have guts" I say upon answering the call.

"At last you agree upon that" say
Dexter.                   
"Will you cut the crap and tell me why are you calling me?" I ask him.

"Because I want to talk to you" Said by him as if I'll believe this shit that he is telling me.

"Really?" I asked him.

"Yes, because I'm missing you like hell."

"Do you think that I'm foul to believe that crap that you are saying me?"

"It is true you have to believe me."

"Just shut the fuck up and get straight to the point because I don't have whole day to listen that shit."

"But I'm really missing you I swear."

"If you going to continue on that shit then I don't want to listen anything you have to say ..... Bye."

"Ami, please hear me out for once."

"It's Amelia. You have lost right to call me Ami long ago."

"But I li-."

"Are you going to tell me why did you called because I not getting pleasure talking to you." I cut him in mid-sentence because I don't want to hear what he was about say.

"Okay okay ... I called you to say that I'm the biggest jerk on the whole planet not only on planet, I'm biggest jerk in whole universe." He says.

"I know that. Anything else"

"Yes, I'm sorry for treating you the way I treated you. I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have played you. You know I keep on ignoring my feeling just for my ego. I have realized that what a big jerk I was-"

"There is no past tense about you being jerk. You were a jerk, you are jerk and you will be jerk."

"Okay but I'm really really sorry for what I have done. Will you please forgive me?"

"I have forgiven you long ago"

"Thank you"

"Will you let me finish please, I have forgiven you because I don't want have feeling for you. I don't want to hate you because it is strong word. You are neither my friend nor my enemy. You are nobody to me. A stranger towards which I don't feel anything not even hatred and I will like to keep it that way."

"Please don't shut me out ..... I want to be something to you. I want you to have feeling for me that is not hatred."

"That is not happening ever and I want you to know that I mean it."

"Please give me one more chance."

"You have anything else to say me?"

"Listen I'm truly sorry for that but give me chance."

"I'm not giving you another chance that is final. Anything else you want to talk about except this topic?"

"No, but-"

"Then I think the conversation is over."

"Listen to me please"

"You listen to me Mr. Dexter after want you have done knowing very well how difficult is to me to do that you keep on continue that shit and you think that I will give you one more chance you should be grateful that I pick up your call on the first place and if I remember correctly I have come to ask you about what you feel for me after what you have done and you have denied then so there goes your last chance." I shouted on him because I'm not able to control any longer on my temper.

"But Ami- sorry Amelia."

"Don't test by patience Mr."

"Please don't do this to me."

"This conversation is over. It was not a pleasure talking to you again."

"Am-"

"I hope we don't have to interact with each other in future for your own good. Bye."

And with that call was disconnected by me because I don't know what I have done if I have talk any longer. Now I want to get my mind sorted ... badly.
With that thought in mind I slipped my cell phone in my jeans pocket to start my bike and drove it in a speed that have crossed speed limit because I don't care about speed anymore. It is necessary for me to get my mind clear as early as possible for that I have to reach to my destination as soon as possible.

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