November 19, 2013 / October 06, 2013
It took me 400 days to wake up
But now I have my caffeine
And in this dream again
I won't fall in
(Not again)
Me, the shy and introspective girl,
Couldn't distinguish the reality from fiction
Lost in tons of memories I have all the transcriptions
Was I the one to blame for?
No, I never felt anything like that before
My illusions were holding me strong
Luring me for so long
That what was real wasn't in my mind
But I started trying to open my eyes
I needed a dose of caffeine
So I could fully wake up from the dream
My heart couldn't stand any longer
Full enough of the memories that haunted me only
So I went ahead
And all I felt I said
Of course it wasn't face to face
But that didn't mean that no answer was okay
The emptiness made the caffeine's effect improve
Then, a blur was my mind
'Till I got a reply
That made me finally see the morning light
Too much time wasted
Too many illusions created
And, in the next moment
It was all faded
But now there is no more ache
Tonight I'm fully awake
Caffeine works great
I no longer deceive myself
It's gone all the spells
And he is gone, as well
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Caffeine (Four Years #18)
PoezjaPoem that I wrote about my crush Vincent. Because when I couldn't tell how I felt about him, I put my feelings into poetry. (This poem is part of a poetry collection called "Four Years". If you want to check the rest of the story, please ch...
