I stayed silent for the rest of the ride back. When we pulled up to Louis' house I got out immediately and opened the back seat, taking half the boxes. Louis took the other half and the front door flew open as we walked up the porch steps.
"ELLIE!" Niall screamed, putting the boxes in my hands on the ground and pulling me into his arms. "You now how worried you had me young missy? I was about ready to call the police, call the SWAT team, call the army, god damnit I would've called EVERYONE!" He yelled.
I laughed and rolled my eyes. "Sorry mother."
"You better be", he mumbled, picking up the boxes I was holding.
"Where's everyone else?" I asked.
"Zayn, Harry, and Liam are upstairs in Lou's room playing Beyond two souls", Niall shrugged.
"WHAT?" I screamed, pushing past him.
I barged into Louis' room and ripped the controller from Zayn's hand, which it was his turn to play. Liam and Zayn stared at me with utter shock. No one probably told them they found me.
"What the hell Zayn? It says you tried to beat the spirit in the desert like a million times! Its so damn easy", I yelled, killing it on my first try. "BEAT THAT BITCHES!" I yelled.
"Video games sure bring out the worst in people", Liam muttered loud enough for us to hear.
"People bring out the worst in me. Video games just bring out my boy-ness", I laughed.
"Boy-ness? Really?" Louis said as he walked in.
I glanced over at Harry who was sitting on Louis' bed playing with his fingers as if they were the most interesting thing in the world.
"So Ellie, where have you been?" Liam finally asked quietly.
"Away from this fucked up town", I replied. "I couldn't handle it anymore."
Harry suddenly sat up, surprising Zayn who was leaning on his legs. "What do you mean by handle it anymore?" He asked, his eyes darting to my wrists that I covered with a long sleeved shirt.
"I was just sad", I shrugged, though he read my expressions and knew what I meant.
"I need to talk to you", he said, standing up.
Everyone's eyes darted to him. "Privately", he added bluntly before dragging me out of the room and down the hallway to the room I was going to be staying in.
"You didn't, did you?" He immediately asked as I slowly closed the door shut.
Before I could respond he pulled both sleeves up and flipped my wrists over, seeing three scabbed lines going across each wrist, powdery blood still dried to each cut.
"You did."
"Fuck you", I spat, pulling my shirt sleeves down.
"What did I do?" Harry sighed, pushing some loose curls out of his eyes.
"You were being a fucking man-whore, thats what!" He looked at me confusingly, but I continued before he could answer. "I decided to make a Facebook this weekend Harry. You've ever been on Louis' wall? He's got some pretty damn interesting photos of a party on the night of the dance. The you ditched me and slept with another fucking girl!" I screamed.
Harry's face paled as if I just told him I murdered his puppy. "You saw those? Ellie she drugged me", he started.
"Shut the hell up! I DON'T want to hear your excuses!" I yelled.
I knew damn well that the boys were right across the hall and could probably hear me clearly but right now I didn't really care.
"I'm not lying! She put something in my drink, I don't remember any of it from the dance with you to the next morning. I regret doing all of it, I love you", Harry pleaded.
