MEH

Slump Dump

So of course I secured my year of hard work on a thin sheet of plastic that's easily destructible because that's just how I roll. I haven't thrown up or installed so here I am slump dumping. This week has been a breeze, if by breeze I mean wreaked then yes. But all is well that ends well with Chinese food. I was almost atop a roller coaster but then my friend's mom was like nah so I was like ok I'll just continue with my existential angst whateves. I read a children's book about lizards as a teenager and then did nothing as a lizard actually went under my fridge. By the way, shrimps are not a good pizza topping. I tried to see myself more clearly but I know that can only happen if I throw away the money and get out of the house. So I'll just stay with the reflection I have. Culturing bacteria on my face. Nice. I'm almost a scientist, just I don't have a degree or anything like that. I've got ideas but no stories and messages but no homies. I don't do makeup but in an alternate universe I don't not do makeup. Things are almost the same here, just pretending to be different. Broke a heart to save my own. Broke my heart to save my own. The end is near and you're what's going to bring it about. It's ok I forgive you, me. Scratch where your eyes see you. Burn where your eyes see me. The teachers are blind. I revisited the past but saw it through different lenses. It was the same but it wasn't as pink anymore. It was more still. Maybe I should go shopping. I;ll shop for my future self who hates my current fashion sense. That'll be payback. I constantly keep finding new ways to say I love you. The people I wanna say it to will never decode it. Sucks. Ghosts of the past are real life people. Real life friends are wishes. Intellect is attractive. K. bye.