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chapter 7

  

   Finns P.O.V

   I turned around and saw him. Right there. All my pain, and all my fear of the one I love, dying in my arms, it all led to him. The boy from the party I had not seen him but I knew it was him. He was standing right there.

What do I do?

What should I do...?

"HELLLLLP" I screamed , I grabbed (y/n) up in my arms with all my strength and ran into my camper locking the door. I hurricane and dailled 911 . Then anxiously waited to hear the sirens. I heard the sirens with relieve then they came in my cabin. They grabbed her from my arms lifting her onto a bed then putting her in the back of the ambulance. I jumped in the back, the doctor's gave me weird glances but didn't say anything seeing how sad I was. I sit there in the back of the ambulance watching them as the plucked at her . Doing cpr and all sorts.
They turned to me asking me questions, but it was all just a flash as we run into the hospital and I set in the lobby as they took her to surgery. Hours slowly passed ,but all I could think about was her beautiful smile and how I made it a frown. How I screamed at her only hours before. How I stabed her in the back. How I hurt her beautiful heart.
"Sir" I'm not out of my thoughts when I her a woman talking and I look up
" I'm here to update you on (y/n) she was just shot in her side it missed her stomach by a thin hair. We think she's gonna be ok and we've removed the bullet and stops the bleeding. Where gonna have to put her on life support for now to help her breath . You can go visit her now in room 316." I don't even listen to any more I just walk right past her into that room. I stop in my tracks when I see her hooked to all those machines, and think about how it's all my fault. I walk over and sit beside her , grabbing her small hand in mine. I feel warm tears fall down my face, as I her pale face.
"I'm so sorry (y/n) you were the only person I ever cared about and I ruined that I wish I could take it back but I can't. And I would do anything to take it back just please wake up. You still have your whole laugh in front of you. You deserve it. (Y/n) plz wake up .... and the bad man who hurt you he's gonna pay. There gonna find him. And he's gonna regret that he ever hurt my baby."  I say even though I know she won't here me. I sit there beside her watching her and before I know it I'm drifting into a deep sleep. All I dream about is a nightmare where I have to watch her get shot over and over again. When suddenly I'm jolted awake by a beeping. I watch as doctor run in pulling the tube out of the throat and here her breath on her one. That's good right ? I watch the doctor's do test not even noticing me then leaving.

    I sit there for what seems like forever then I here a soft crackly voice.
"Finn" I here her wisper
"(Y/n)" I scream grabbing her hand
"I-i don't know how munch longer I can make it finn i-im sorry and it's so hard for me-" she says each word as it takes so munch energy then she just closes her eyes falling back asleep.
"(Y/n)" I scream as i start shaking her but she doesn't wake. I just start crying again . What am I gonna do. What if I lose her. I can't lose her.