Jasmin
It's been a month since Gunz funeral.
Me and Nick moved to New Orleans afterwards and I am currently 3 months now.
To me shit haven't been the same since that day.
Nick haven't spoke to his pops, my momma and daddy getting a divorce, Jennifer been with Tommy, and me and Nick has been damn near killing each other every day.
It's hard holding in all these emotions and keeping my composure.
I'm stressed, sad, depressed, sometimes happy, and Hungary all the time now.
I tried talking to Nick about it last week but he had to go to the trap, and that's another thing he got me this big ass house but he ain't never home damn do I gotta schedule an appointment.
I walked into registration with Dione and Dorcell.
For some reason them two haven't talked since Alfonzo's and Nichole's wedding.
Jacob said he was coming but like always that nigga was late.
They told me the first year I gotta live on campus so right now I'm just registering but I'm taking classes online until next year.
Classes don't start till August which is next month so we'restarting early
I filled out the papers and shit for me and Jacob like always.
I turned around to go to the next line Jacob was talking to Dee.
Bubblez had stormed off and I'm just confused.
I followed behind Dione into the bathroom.
"What's wrong cakes?" I asked looking at her and leaning against the wall.
"Nothing." She said looking down at her her phone.
"My mommy senses are tingling your lying." I said making her laugh.
"So the day before Nichole's bridal shower and shit me and Jacob was all over each other and damn near fucked. Then at their wedding I caught them two together in the bathroom... I came to Dorcell about it and she said slow feet don't eat." Dione said rolling.
I started laughing for some reason this whole situation was the high light of my day.
"Bitch my brother is a hoe that's what hoes do. Y'all both got boyfriends.." I said shaking my head. "Look y'all ass both on some bs and y'all need to get over it... Right now Dorcell need to see how much of a hoe my brother is then she gone leave him alone. And you need to leave him alone period." I said about to leave out.
I Waited to see what she was going to say and she didn't say nothing so I left out. My brother and Tati go together and you know I'm not gone snitch on my brother.
Things on my to do list:
1. Go grocery shopping
2. Talk to Nick may be just may be get some penis.
3. Talk to my brother about his hoe ways.
4. Lastly clean up and get things situated.
After I got my classes and the stuff I needed to do it online I went home.
When I pulled up it was black cars and SUVs parked out side.
I drove up our drive way and saw this all white 2017 Bentley Mulsanne with a bow at the top.
I walked in the house and I could smell the weed coming from Nick office.
I went upstairs and changed into some cleaning clothes and put my hair into a messy bun.
He must've saw me on the security cameras because when I was about to leave out he was walking up the stairs to the room.
"Hey baby." He said grabbing me and hugging me.
"Hey." I said hugging him back.
"I got you that all white car." He said smiling with his eyes damn near shut.
"Thank you." I said looking up at him.
He bit down on his bottom lip.
"Look baby I know I haven't been home a lot but I'm gone change, I need to be with you and my baby all the time." He said looking down at me.
"Aww do you." I said switching my weight to my left hip and crossing my arms.
"I'm sorry man shit has gotten real since I came back down here." He said walking close to me and grabbing my hips.
"But last night when I was trying to tell you that, you got mad at me." I said looking up at him.
"You right but I've been thinking all day about this and this what I need to do to keep you happy and home." Nick said.
"What you mean by home?" I asked.
"I mean you not leaving me for another nigga...(he laughed) not locking you in the house." He laughed even harder.
"I wouldn't cheat on you." I said rolling my eyes.
He grabbed my face. "Stop rolling them eyes." He said kissing me.
