Floral & Fading (Kellic)

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~Vic~

Kellin told me he loves me.
It makes my heart clench every time I think about it. I love that boy so much.
To think he thought I didn't love him back, down right bullshit.

Right now, Kellin is currently wrapped up in my arms, basking in the warmth and comfort, with my fingers playing with the hem of the white lacy panties he's currently wearing

"Kells" I whisper into his neck, he hums in response "you know I love you right?" I felt him nod against my chest, and move back, tilting his head up to look me in the eye.
"I-I love you too" he says, barely audible. He's still getting used to talking, I love his voice, it's so pretty, and angelic, it's so soft and silky.

I couldn't wipe that goofy smile off my face, making kells giggle quietly.
"I love you, to the moon and back"

Now it was his turn to smile, his eyes squinting and his nose crinkling adorably, showing me his pearly whites.
"To the moon and back" he whispered, like he's in a trance, lacing our fingers together and leaning in, kissing me softly, and delicately.

I stare into his eyes, looking at the galaxy of different hues of blues, greys, and greens.
"W-what are you doing" he whispers.

"Stargazing" I whisper back, in a daze by his beauty.

I reach my hand up and caress his cheek, seeing the rosy blush spread across them, he nuzzles into my hand, placing his own on top of mine and closing his eyes.

Following his actions, perfectly fine with taking a nap with my lover, I hear a small shudder.

Peaking my eye open, I see Cara standing there, holding a small Polaroid in her hands, I don't know much about her but I know she's really... weird and she's Kellin's best friend.

I sigh, and sit up, careful not to wake up my sleeping beauty.
"What do you want" I whisper to her, raising an eyebrow.

"Oh don't get your panties in a twist,
but anyways here" she says, loudly, ignoring the fact that he's sleeping, and holds out her hand, giving me the small Polaroid she just took of me and kellin, him curled into me, my arms around him, with our hands laced together.

The picture was cute, I can't lie
"Thank you" I say, smiling at the picture adoringly.

"No problem dude" she smiles and then waves and walks out the room, closing the door behind her, quietly.

"What's that" I hear in a small voice, I look down and see Kellin's eyes, slowly opening, I hand him the picture and look at him, seeing a small smile and blush spread across his face.

He gets up, my sweatshirt hanging off his small frame, and walks over to his mirror and place the picture in the little slit of it so it stays in place.

"You are so adorable kitten" I chuckle, watching him giggle and skip over to the bed, leaping onto me, making me groan.

He giggles "oopsies" and covers his mouth.
I place my hands on the curve of his hips and shake my head at him. "oopsies my ass" I mutter under my breath and glare at him. He's lucky he is cute.

I rub the skin of his hip, and a little bit of his upper thigh, with my thumb and feel something, something that makes my stomach turn and my heart drop.

As I ran my thumb over if I felt him tense against me, I looked at him, and I feel him shake under my gaze.
"Kel-"
"I-I'm s-sorry please don't leave me" he cuts me off, obviously knowing I felt them, and pleads, tears threatening to spill from his eyes.

"Kellin I'm not going to leave you" I say carefully, "just let me see them" I whisper, laying him onto his back, pulling back the panties he has on and look at his hip.

There were cuts, too many to count, but none of them looked recent.
I let out a breath and swallowed the lump in my throat.

I scoot down, and tenderly kiss them, muttering sweet words like "I love you" and "you are so beautiful" after each peck.

"I'm sorry" I heard him whimper, feeling his body shake.
I move back up, cupping his face in my hands, kissing where the tears have already fallen "Kellin it's okay, stop crying darling, you are too pretty for tears" I tell him, meaning every word.

He sniffles and nods, evening his breathing and stopping his tears.
"I love you"
I smile at him "I love you too"

He wraps his arms around my neck, pulling me down for a kiss, fill with more urgency and need.

He pulls away, panting with swollen red lips and bites down on it, eyes clouded with lust as he looked me in the eyes.

"Make love to me" he whispered to me.