Her Voice

Chapter 10

Beth looked up at Rick. "Get my dad hurry!" She yelled. Rick ran to get Hershel out of bed. "It's gonna be ok." Beth whispered. She looked at the other man. Who was it. She took off the mask and gasped. It was him, it all came rushing back to her now, he was going to take her again if it wasn't for Daryl. Beth started to shake in fear. "Oh god." Beth whispered. She sat in a corner and tried to focuse on Daryl. Suddenly Hershel ran in and bent down to look at Daryl. "Bethy could you possibly take the other man out." Beth nodded weakly. She got over to him and started to drag him out. His hand brushed her thigh and she dropped him. "Beth?" "I'm fine help Daryl." Beth said. Hershel didn't believe Beth but worked on Daryl. He was getting better the bullet barely got his arm but enough to lose a lot of blood. She started to drag Jake out again but she just couldn't do it. "M-Maggie!" Beths yelled. Maggie came running out of her cell. "B-Beth!" She yelled and went to hug Beth but Beth flinched. Maggie looked at Beth with concern. "Bethy are you ok?" "Yeah but could you take him out into the prison yard." "He did this to you didn't he." Beth nodded her head and looked down. "Oh Bethy I am so so sorry." Maggie said and hugged a crying Beth. Beth feels used, and not clean at all, Beth feels gross. "I think I'm gonna go take a shower." Beth whispered. "Ok I got this handled." Beth nodded and went to the shower. She hoped and prayed that when she got out Daryl as awake. She walked into the shower room and stripped. She turned the shower on and hoped in. But she didn't do anything just let the water cascade down her body. Suddenly hot tears spilled down her face, how could she have let him do that to her. Beth you were strapped down you couldn't do anything. Beth suddenly felt the sensation to take a washcloth and scrub her core until it was raw, she could still feel his manhood driving into her, so bad she couldn't take it. She didn't realize it but she scrubbed so hard it was starting to hurt, she stopped and got out of the shower. When she was dressed she rushed to Daryls cell. Dear god please be awake. When she got there Daryl was in his bed looking at the bottom of the top bunk. "Oh thank god." Beth said. "I'm gonna tell you what happened to me and you're gonna listen ok." Beth you do-" "Please I need to tell someone." "Ok but promise me if it gets to hard stop. Ok." "Ok I promise." Daryl nodded his head. Beth started to explain. "Well he made me........do things." Beth said and took a deep breathe. "It's ok take your time. Beth you really don't have to tell me." "It's ok, well he hit me, and-" She was cut off by Daryl hugging her. "Damñ it." Daryl whispered pulling away quickly and holding his shoulder. "You should sleep." "Beth I've been laying in this bed all day I'm gonna go crazy soon if this shoulder doesn't heel up pretty soon." Daryl grumbled. Beth giggled. "Scoot over." Beth said. "What?" "Scoot her boot so I can lay down beside you." Daryl nodded his head and scooter over. Beth looked at his right shoulder. "I feel like this is my fault." "It is not your fault Beth, I'm the one that should have looked after you." "Don't you dare blame yourself Mr. Dixon." "Same goes for you Miss.Greene." Daryl said. Beth cuddled up to Daryl. "Can you sing again, please." He's missed her singing. "Ok any request?" She asks. "Anything I just wanna hear you're voice." He said.

"Do you dream
That the world will know your name
So tell me your name
And do you care
About all the little things
Or anything at all
I want to feel
All the chemicals inside
I want to feel
I want a sunburn
Just to know that I'm alive
To know I'm alive
And don't tell me if I'm dying
'Cause I don't want to know
If I can't see the sun
Maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming
Of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know
Never leaves too soon
And do you believe
In the day that you were born
Tell me do you believe
And do you know
That every day's the first
Of the rest of your life
And don't tell me if I'm dying
'Cause I don't want to know
If I can't see the sun
Maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming
Of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know
Never leaves too soon
This is to one last day in the shadows
And to know a brother's love
This is to New York City angels
And the rivers of our blood
This is to all of us
To all of us
And don't tell me if I'm dying
'Cause I don't want to know
If I can't see the sun
Maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming
Of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know
Never leaves too soon
Yeah you can tell me all your thoughts
About the stars that fill polluted skies
And show me where you run to
When no one's left to take your side
Don't tell me where the road is
'Cause I just don't want to know
No I don't want to know
And don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if I'm dying, yeah
Don't tell me if I'm dyin"

Beth looked over to Daryl and sees him sleeping. "G'night Daryl." Beth whispered and fell asleep.