We are meant for eachother

Chapter eight

*a couple days later*
Jake and I are still on tour. Raising a baby on a tour bus with six guys isn't easy. The guys are all out getting ready for the show and Brayden and I are staying back 'at home' I guess you'd call the bus our temporary home. "Hey Stephanie how's it going?" Kevin says sitting down beside me. "He finally went to sleep shh" I say hushing Kevin. "He's so cute" he says looking at Brayden. "Looks like his daddy that's why" I say smirking. "I think he looks like his mommy" he says winking at me. "Shut up" I say laughing. Kevin and I chill talking about random things for awhile. Until he has to go. "I better get going before your boyfriend flips out on me for being late" he says grabbing his phone. "Alright have fun good luck go kill it like I know y'all will" I say hugging him.

The concert is over and Brayden is awake. Jakes doing meet and greets so I take Brayden inside to see his daddy. "There's daddy's little man" Jake says cooing at Brayden. "Stephanie can I get a picture with you Brayden and Jake?" A girl ask. "Sure what's your name honey?" I say handing Brayden to Jake. "Lauren" she says handing her mom her phone. We pose for the picture and give hugs to Lauren. A bunch of fans ask for pictures with me and Brayden. "I'm getting so sick of sitting in that bus by myself" I say as jake and I walk back out to the bus. "I'm sorry babe, I got an interview tonight the guys will be there" he says kissing my cheek.

Jane is at an interview and Im sitting on my bed with Brayden. "Hey girl" Kevin says sitting down by me. "Hey" I say smiling. "What's wrong?" He ask. "I'm just not digging this tour thing with a new born baby and Jake's never here like he's with us to sleep then he's out again wether it's just working out or shopping he never makes time for us I sit on this damn bus and do nothing all day all week" I say sighing. "It's hard I know it'll get better" he says hugging me. "Honestly you spend more time with us than Jake does" I say as tears form in my eyes. "Awe I try to be a good friend and try to give you company" he says smiling at me. I pick Brayden up and kiss his head. "I feel alone honestly it's hard dealing with a new born baby by yourself I haven't slept in like a week" I say crying. "Don't cry hun it's okay tell Jake how you feel he'll understand" Kevin says hugging me and Brayden. "Thank you so much for being here for us, this was another reason I liked you was how humble you are. That fangirl crush changed and made our friendship stronger. Brayden and I love you Kev" I say wiping my tears and smiling. "The guys and I love you and Brayden let us watch the baby for a little you go lay down and sleep" he says grabbing Brayden.

I lay down and fall asleep instantly to be woken up by Jake moments later. "Hey babe" I say smiling at him. "We need to talk" he says clearly unhappy. I sit up and rub my eyes. "Okay" I say slowly kinda scared of what he's about to say. "I talked to Joey and he told me that you and Kevin have been very... close lately" he says staring at me. "I'm so sick of people talking shit when they have no idea what there talking about" I say getting up and walking away. The bus isn't huge so there's nowhere really to go. "So it's a lie is what your saying?" He says raising his voice walking towards me. I stop and turn towards him. "No it's not a lie" I say raising my voice too. "What's going on" Kevin and Edgar say walking up behind Jake. "Nothing go away" Jake says angry. "So it's not a lie so tell me what's going on then" he shouts. "I am left alone on this damn bus all day and night with a new born baby you spend hardly any time with us" I shout back at him. "I'm sorry I have to work. I do all this hoping for a better future for my son apparently that doesn't matter" he shouts throwing his hands up. "I understand that but instead of shopping and working out you should at least try and spend time with OUR son!" I yell back putting emphasis on 'our'. "That gives you no excuse to be flirting and hanging all over my best friend" jake yells. "Whoa she doesn't flirt with me and she's not all over me. Jake stop screaming at her she did nothing wrong all she wants is you to spend your extra time with her not out doing stupid things" Kevin says stepping in front of me. "It's pretty bad when your best friend spends more time with your girlfriend and your son than you do" I yell back ignoring Kevin. "You might as well have him if he spends more time with you and is so cute like you say he is" Jake says screaming louder and walking away.

I hear Brayden cry from on Kevin's bed. I walk over crying and pick up him. "Shhh it's okay baby Mommy's sorry Daddy's an ass" I say rocking Brayden crying my eyes out. "Are you okay?" Kevin ask sitting down on the bed. "No I'm not okay, my boyfriend just left me and his new born son and all I was asking for was some attention like his career isn't his whole life he has a son now" I say sobbing. "He will apologize when he calms down he loves you and Brayden he does honey" he says hugging me. "Kevin I just want to go home I don't want to be here anymore" I say crying harder. I get up and go into Jake and I's bed to lay down Brayden. I lay Brayden down and Jakes laying down with his face in the pillow. I grab Brayden's things and throw them into the suit case and I toss my clothes in as well. "What are you doing?" He ask harshly. "I'm going home to my family so I can raise my son" I say mocking his tone. "Fuck this shit I'm done I'm going to get a drink" jake says to Joey before storming away and getting off of the bus. I am more than sure I want to go home.