We are meant for eachother

Chapter nine

I wake up to Brayden crying. I get up and change and feed him. Jake hasn't returned to our bed last night. I gather the rest of my things and call my dad and tell him to meet me someone to get us. We're leaving at twelve thirty to meet my dad.

It's almost twelve and Jake has ignored me a day. "Bye Guys!" I say to the guys hugging them each. "Bye Steph take care of that little man and make sure he knows we all love him" Joey says playing with Brayden. "I will" I laugh and hug Kevin once more. "I'm sorry things are like this. We had fun with you and Brayden keep in touch" he says hugging me and Brayden. "Can I see Brayden before you leave?" Jake ask standing alone in the doorway of the bus. "Of course he's just as much yours as he is mine" I say hanging him Brayden. "Daddy loves you so much Brayden James your my world. just know that everything I do is for you buddy, daddy will see you again when he comes home from tour. Take care of your mommy bud I haven't been that nice to her and I feel bad but it's over and done with so love mommy and treat her like daddy should have. I love you little man" Jake says to Brayden kissing his head. The guys and I are in awe. I feel the tears build in my eyes. He hands me Brayden and I see he's crying too. "Stephanie I'm sorry things happen this way I don't expect you to wait for me or even look or speak to me but please take care of our little man and take care of yourself" he says hugging me. I put Brayden in his cars seat and my dad grabs my bags. I put Brayden in the car and dad gets my bags in. "There goes my life... Gone.... leaving... What the fudge have I done!!?" I hear Jake yell as he gets on the bus. I run back to the bus and knock on the doors. "Yeah?" Jake ask opening the door. I grab his face and kiss him one last time. "What?" He says pulling away. "I love you Jake even though we aren't speaking like before I love you" I say walking away. "I love you too Stephanie" he says shutting the door.

I get in the car and my dad has fifty questions. "How's my grandson?" "What happen?" "Are you okay?" "Talk to me honey" he says all within a minute. "He's good, jake and I are done. And no I'm not okay" I say leaning against the window. "Tell me what's wrong?" He says softly. "Jake flipped out cause I've been getting very close to Kevin but the reason for that is jake was never around.." "Honey do you love Jake?" He ask. "What? Yes!" I say quickly. "Do you like Kevin?" He ask. "Ummm yeah I kinda do" I say looking away. "In a sticky situation there baby doll" he says tapping the steering wheel.

We get home and my brother is right there. "Where's my nephew!!" He ask excitedly. Dad sits Brayden down and Steve takes him out of his seat and sits with him. "Did you give him our last name?" He ask. "Brayden James Millers is what's on his birth certificate" I say frowning. "So your planning to let Jake see him even though your not together?" He ask. "Well duh he's just as much Jakes as he is mine" I say laughing. "Are you two done done?" He ask smirking. "Are you writing a book? Kinda I mean when we left he said his whole world is now gone and he cried and I cried and I told him I loved him forever" just thinking about him makes me upset I miss him.