Lost And Not Found...

Family Tides

"Ocean get your sweet ass in here now!!" My father screamed to me from his room down the hall. "Ocean...what a name" as I thought to myself. My name sounds nice but not the story behind it. See when my mom was 5 months pregnant with me her and my dad were taking their last trip together to New Orleans to get one last moment to themselves.
My mom's name is Madison, and she was beautiful people say we look just alike. She was 5'2 with silky smooth chocolate skin, long honey blonde locks and curves for days. Now my dad Austin isnt much of a looker I have no idea what my mom saw in him! He was 5'10 light skinned with a low fade, bad skin, messed up teeth and a fucked up attitude. Oh and dont let me forget a damn cheater! My mom went out for some fresh air one night and my dad as usual couldn't keep his dick in his pants.

She caught him having sex with someone on the beach! I mean how fucking disrespectful could he be. So she did what any sane woman would do and tried to drown his ass in the ocean, and just so he wouldn't forget that's what she named me.. Ocean. I bet he wont try her again. "Ocean I said get in here or you'll be sorry!" I slowly walked to my fathers room not knowing what to expect. I swung his door open and before I could get the words out of my mouth I was struck continuously with his fist of pain. "Why do you continue to beat me?!" I screamed. "Blame your mother" he said with a devilish grin. Ever since my mom caught my dad cheating on her she split but that wasn't the only reason he use to beat her too. She didn't want anything to with him, or me. I haven't seen her since i was 8 she says she doesn't want any ties to my father, but oh how I wish she was near for times like these. "Now come crawl to me like your mother use to and make me feel better." How do you have sex with your own daughter? How could he do this to me? I questioned myself constantly to an answer I already knew. Madison wasn't here to take this shit I guess someone had to and that someone was me. If only I knew then what I know now I wouldn't have accepted this shit for the past 4 years.