Lost And Not Found...

my new world

Waking up in a new environment felt different, but good. I just needed to adjust. Ive been at Lukes house for about 3 days now and Ive pretty much been here alone. Luke and his brother are hardly ever here ,and when they are Vaughn gives me dirty looks, and Luke is either getting calls all day or sleep. I can't complain though this is way  better than being with my father. My body was healing nice I had scars and I was still sore, but I figured as long as I kept them covered I'd be okay. All of a sudden I heard the front door open and it was no one other than Vaughn.

"Damn you still here. You need to go home. I'm sick of seeing your ass!"

What had I ever done to him?

"Yea I'm still here is that a problem?"

"Bitch don't play with me you got my brother open like a hoes legs. He telling you all our business and he barely know you I know that pussy aint that good"

I didn't even know if it was good or not but I guess.

" Vaughn I'm not the one you mad at so talk to your brother and get the fuck out my face with yo Hating ass."

"Look I'm going to say this one time and one time only if anything happens to my brother you're dead cause no one knows our secret except you. So keep that friendly ass mouth of yours shut yo got it?"

I just looked at him and rolled my eyes. How could he threatened me like that I mean have I really changed Luke. I need someone to talk to. I wonder what Skylar has been up to. I havent heard from her in a few days. Hopefully she will answer the phone and be able to stay on the line this time. I took out my phone and dialed her number.

"Hello"

"Hello? Skylar? why are you whispering?"

"Ocean just stop by my house later. My mom leaves for work at 9 so come then. okay? Bye I gotta go.

Why was my best friend blowing me off? I bet its her mom. But why? Sometimes the thought of my mom crosses my mind I know it's a waste of time but I can't help but wonder. Would we be best friends? Would we argue alot? The feelings I have for her are bitter sweet. I guess it's best if I didn't see her. No face no case and thats how it's going to remain.

Just as I was getting lost in my thoughts Luke entered to room.

"Hey bae how you feeling?"

"Good I guess. your brother is a real asshole"

'I know he just mad cause he feel like you taking me way from him its just been me and him ever since my parents past 3 years ago."

"Sorry to hear that I didn't know."

"Its all good. Ocean I need to talk to you about something, but I'm not sure how you're going to take it"

I had no idea what he was about to tell me, so I braced myself.

"Ocean I need your help with something"

"What is it Luke?"

"I need you to go do a hit for me. Look before you say anything let me explain. I just got a call today from a man and he wants me to kill a woman named Madison. I've never killed a woman before and I just can't bring myself to do it."

I was completely caught off gaurd with that one. Maybe it was a coincidence I mean their are alot of Madison's in Chicago right? I was scared I was nervous but I still said Yess.

"But why me?"

"Because Ocean your actually the only person I could think of to come to"

This was alot to take in I wasn't a murderer  but deep down I couldn't fight the feeling not to be one.

"Okay Luke give me the rest of the information"

He wrote everything out on piece of paper. I couldn't believe what my eyes were reading.

"You didnt say I had to go to Skylars house!!!"

"How was I supposed to know that? Are you going to able to go through with this?

"Luke I'm about to go kill someone at my best friends house hell naw I'm not ready!"

What other choice do I have. I knew I wasn't this heartless but maybe this is where I start to find my true self. Whatever was about to happen I had to be ready.

"Okay Luke what all do I need"?