I look at my phone and see the messages from all the bullies from school... Dean tells us about Alex.... I don't know what to think... I look at Nick and Jeydon... Nick has his hands on his face and Jeydon has his hoodie up with his knees by his chest and his head down. I don't fully know what's going on... My brain hasn't realized that it really happened... I get up and leave Sam and Dean's
"Where are you going....?" Sam asks
"I can't" I say as my eyes water... I grab my backpack full of clothes and run. I run past the school and see Justin hugging Kana... Danny waves at me... I wave back, I go up the stairs to Kana
"I can't do this anymore" I cry and look at her, she's crying
"Yes you can" she cries
"No I can't, I can't handle this anymore. My life is already terrible. Everything keeps getting worse" I say and she stands up and hugs me
"I'm sorry. I know it was your mom but she was my sister... I just can't..." I cry
"What are you gonna do?" she asks
"What everyone keeps telling me to do..." I say and look down
"Sorry for ruining the moment guys. I-I just, I got to go" I say and turn and run
"Alex stop!" Kana yells
"No! Everyone wants me to so fine. They'll get there way" I yell and run down the road to my house and run to my room. I start looking for stuff. I find a razor and cut up my arm on both arms.
"I hate myself..." I say looking in the mirror. I start crying more as blood gushes out of my arms. I cry and everything goes black...
: Jeydon's point of view :
I wipe my eyes and answer my phone
"JEYDON I THINK ALEX IS GOING TO HURT HIMSELF OR WORSE" Kana says worriedly. I stand up and run out the door. I run down the road. With every step my heart pounds faster. I get to the school and run over to Kana
"WHERE DID HE GO?!" I say
"TO YOUR HOUSE" she says and Danny grabs my arm
"I want to help" he says and I nod, we run to my house and open the door and hear him crying and yelling upstairs. It suddenly gets silent. We hear something hit the floor. My heart pounds faster then ever before
"Owe" I say grabbing onto my arms
"What's wrong?" Danny asks and I roll up my arms and see lines on my arm.
"ALEX!!" I scream running upstairs, I open the door to see him laying on the floor with blood everywhere, I feel like everything is in slow motion... I run over and grab him. "
Grab his phone and call Fynn" I say and Danny nods, I grab my phone and call the last person I called
"Hey what's up?" Dad says
"Dad help, come home now" I cry
"Jeydon what's going on?!" He says
"JUST COME HOME FAST! WE NEED FUCKING HELP!" I yell and a few minutes later we hear the door and dad runs upstairs. He gets to the doorway and turns his head. He runs over to us and grabs onto Alex.
"Get into the car" he says and we run outside and he puts Alex in the backseat. He starts crying. I've never seen him cry... We get to the hospital and they take him away.... They make us leave... They won't tell us what's going on or anything... I put my hands on my hand and look over and see mom running over to us
"Where is he?!" She says worriedly and dad looks up
"They won't let us see him and they won't tell us anything" he says and I look down and realize that I found my twin dead.... If he is dead...
"I'm sorry bud" dad says and looks at me, I look at him
"What?" Mom says
"He found him" he says and mom looks at me, my eyes water and she hugs me. I see a doctor going down the hallway towards where they took him. I follow him and find the room. I sneak in and hide. I hear them talking... It isn't good... He lost a lot of blood... They leave and I look behind the curtain and look at him...
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't known... I shouldn't helped..." I say and hug him... Days go by and I stay in the room. I don't eat. I don't drink. I stay by him.
"Jeydon you need to eat." Mom says and I don't say anything
"Jeydon" she says. I don't answer
"Jeydon!" She says
"Okay!" I say angrily
"What's gotten into you?!" She says
"I found my twin dead! What do you think is wrong?!" I say and she leaves the room. I sigh and put my head on the bed
"The doctors say your probably not gonna make it..." I say to his body
"But I'm hoping cuz your strong... I'm just scared that you won't.." I say and look at him. Kana and Justin walk in with his brothers. Fynn walks in behind them. I look down then look over and see Fynn eyes immediately full of tears. I get up and hug him, he walks over and hugs Alex's body...
"I know we like don't know each other but I'm really sorry..." Justin and his brothers say and I nod, Kana stares at Alex
"I'm sorry..." She whispers and looks down
