"Since I'll only have this for a week, you want my next bottles...?" Kana ask me. I nod excitedly. He smiles and I cover my face, I can't handle being this happy. I start to cry, I look at Kana
"Thank you" I say and he stands up, I hug him. I smile, we let go and I wipe my eyes. My mom opens the door
"Hey guys" she says
"Hi" we say
"Alex, can I talk to you?" She asks and I nod, I get up and we go into the hallway. She closes the door
"So I heard what your dad was saying to you. Your a boy, you've always been a boy, you where just born in the wrong body. Your dad can be a dumbass sometimes honestly, but don't let that bring you down" she says and I nod.
"Dad said I can't start testosterone... but Kana's gonna have some and said I can have them.." I say looking down
"You don't live with us anymore so it's mainly you and your uncles decision... you know my answer" she says and I nod
"Go ask your uncles and call me after" she says and I nod, I say bye to Kana and walk outside, I go home. I open the door
"Uncle Sam" I call out
"Yeah?" He says walking downstairs
"Kana has testosterone bottles that I can have... can I please start? My mom said yes, she said to ask you and uncle Dean since I live with you" I say
"Yeah, as long as your happy I'm okay with it" he says and I smile, I hug him and run to Dean's room
"Uncle Dean?" I say walking in
"Yeah kiddo?" He says looking up from cleaning his gun
"My mom and Uncle Sam said it was okay, Kana has some testosterone bottles that I can have... can I please start?" I ask
"I don't care" he says and I hug him, I text Kana saying I can have it
"What about your dad?" He asks *Dean and Sam gave Alex permission to swear*
"I'm not telling that asshole" I say and he nods.
: that night :
Kana comes over to show me how to use the needle and where to put it. Dean and Sam sit in the room, I change into shorts and walk back into the room
"So your gonna want to put the needle into the fat on your thigh, not your muscle" he says and I nod. I pinch my thigh and hold the needle
"I'm scared but I don't care" I say and he nods
"Count to three and just put it in." He says and I nod, as I'm counting to three I move the needle closer to my leg. I hear a loud sound downstairs. I set the needle down and walk downstairs to see my dad.
"What the hell?" I say quietly to myself. I go back to the room
"My dad is here, I don't know what he's doing but he's looking around" I say and Dean gets up and goes downstairs. Sam, Kana, and me look around the corner and watch my dad walk around talking to Dean
"He's drunk" Sam says
"How do you know?" I say
"Look at how he's walking, and he's slurring his words" he says and I nod
"Oliver you have to go home." Dean says walking towards the door, Oli laughs
"Don't make me call Hazel" he says
"She can't do anything" dad says
"Oliver just go home, your drunk." Dean says getting annoyed, Oli burps and nods, he walks outside and Dean locks the door. We go back upstairs and I grab the needle again. Kana sits in front of me, Sam starts recording. I count to three again. I push the needle into my skin and push down. I take it out and set it down
"And that's it" Kana says. I smile
"I'm so happy right now I don't have words" I laugh, Kana smiles.
