... Noah is not going to be at school tomorrow.
....he's the only person I sit with at lunch.
Which means I'll either
A- Eat alone
B- Try to find some where people will let me sit.
The way the cafeteria is 'settled' meaning every group sort of has there own spot. Noah and I just wander around
I have sort of a 'Lunch Anxiety'
Meaning.....
My social skills are lowered and my panic increases.
After I get my lunch tray, my mind is a minefield.
I start walking around and people start looking at me. I'll ask a few people, and they'd say the seat is taken or what ever,
Then people start staring.
I feel myself get sweaty and a panic attack is about to start,
And then as I continue to wander around aimlessly, I hear the whispers.
And Then I want to throw my lunch tray at the other people: