Secrets

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by joshuadunm

by joshuadunm

Josh's POV

I pulled up to the doctors office at around 6:30 A.M. too early for this bullshit.

I've been feeling kinda weird and off lately, and I think something might possibly be wrong with me. Lets hope I'm just not getting enough sleep.

I walked into the building and signed in. I took a seat in the waiting room. I wondered what Tyler was doing. I miss him and his fluffy hair. His soft hands, and his irresistible lips.

The doctor called me in. I sighed and got up, following her. I hope everything turns out okay.

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"You have cancer, Joshua. I'm so, deeply sorry."

Fuck.

What am I going to tell Tyler?

I can't tell him. No. N o. Fuck no.

He's going to be broken. I can't. His whole world is going to fall apart.

Shit.

As I was driving back home, I kept planning out what I was going to say when I got home.

Just tell him it's an internal infection.

Got it.

I went up to the door and realized I forgot the house keys, so I rang the doorbell. I'm so anxious.

I seen his face.

He immediately knew what was wrong and kept asking me to tell him. But I can't. Not yet.

"Josh..."

"It's just an infection. Okay? Nothing big. I just have to take meds and go to the doctors once in a while and i'll be good to go."

I lied.

"Okay. okay baby. I'm sorry for jumping on you with questions." He kissed my lips. I kissed him back.

I really needed that.