Book Page 143 (Suga X Jiae)

Chapter 33

You're such a pain in the ass, Yoongi . My subconscious retarted.

Geez, thanks for reminding.

I finally got up, when I felt I was the last one to left the cafeteria. Maybe I took Grandpa advise to the heart much, well he said to be open with your relationship.

And there he goes blaming on other people.

You're right. I sighed defeated at my own self.

Of course i'm right, i'm Suga.

What is again the difference between you and me? Call me i'm crazy that I am literally speaking to myself.

See for yourself. And I was facing a mirror.

Suga is your outer shell, while Yoongi is the one hidden from people, you kept me in here ever since that girl came. Making the loser Yoongi as the outer shell.

She has a name. And I am angry at myself.

And here we are fighting because of a girl, don't you see, she is just bringing you down. How many more people you want to fight because of her?

I stood silence staring at myself.

See, you just look too pitiful to watch. Is this even that cool and hot school basketball captain also the school DJ everyone look up too?

Shut up! I shouted at myself.

You're just angry, because what I said is all true.

Get the f*king lost.

Are you sure?

And again I stared at my own reflection.

I am you, And you are me.

And I could feel he disappeared from my mind. I let out a heavy sighed. I really don't have the mood to continue my classes today. And I started to make my way to the school roof top.

Maybe sleep can make me peaceful for a while.

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As the school bell ranged signalling the end of school hours, I waited patiently at the bench near the school gates. Ignoring all the weird stares and those big mouths gossiping.

Why people just can't mind their own business?

I was searching for Jiae, maybe I should actually have a talk with her, saying i'm not in my right mind when I knew she was going to move out.

When we were going to part ways.

When we just started to find happiness.

When I finally found the happiness that I deserve.

When everything should have been right.

When we were hoping a happy ending.

But fate maybe just hates me.

Even now, I thought I was finally glad to see her walking alone making her way out the school gates rather fastly. I already had got up to reach for her, but then...

I heard the familiar screeching sound of the skateboard.

That skateboarder owner gracefully glides himself through the busy and hurried students and finally stops beside her.

I was kinda happy when she ignored it at first.

But the feeling disappeared when Mark still followed her.

And the stupid me followed from behind. Secretly.

Maybe my subconscious was right.

I am stupid.