Let Me Know

F I R S T

AKIRA MAXINE DEE

—today is a very special day for me, its our anniversary! Jimin and I start dating four years a go, and now its our third anniversary since a year after we've start dating he asks me to be his girlfriend so yeah. And we have a date later, since they still have to shoot for their upcoming comeback. Its hurts me too because they might shoot with some girls, I went to out meeting place since its only 20 minutes left. I ordered some coffee for me while waiting him, since im not used from winter season.

We have a healthy relationship since Akemi left with Yixing, I wish I could meet her one of these days. "Here ma'am." My order arrived and the waitress handed the coffee to me, I place it in the table. I look outside, doubting if Jimin will came. I sigh and take a sip in my coffee, you make me worried Jimin-ah.

My phone vibrates, I flinched my phone and saw Minseok's text. "I need to tell you something, let's meet up." I've read his text, what happened to him? I replied back and said, "I cant go today, its my anniversary with Jimin." I send and turn off my phone, I place it in my pouch and finished my coffee.

45 minutes passed, Jimin still not came. I lost my hope and stood up, went to the counter and paid the bill. My phone rangs, I answered the call since its from Minseok. "Hello?" I said, I left the restaurant and stood in front of it. "Where the hell are you?" He ask, I heard him panting. "Are you okay?" I ask, he sigh. "Fvcking answer me Akira!" He scold, I frown.

"Im on my way home, what's the fuzzy thing about?" I ask and start walking, I heard him running. "Let's talk, in your house no buts!" He shout and ended the call, I sigh. What's up to my bestfriend now? I went to the bus station, minutes after the bus arrives and I immediately hop in.

As I arrived at my house, I saw Minseok in the gates. I rush to him and ask if he's okay, he suddenly grab my wrist and show me his phone. My eyes whined, it cant be. "Did Jimin ditched you?!" He shout, I left in awe. Jimin wouldn't do such thing, Minseok hold my arms roughly. "Answer me!" He shouts, I shook mu head.

"I understand him, he's shooting with Bangtan since their comeback is near." I explain, my throat hurts because of the pain inside of my chest. "Stop with your conclusion Xiumin, he's not what you think." I said, Minseok glared at me. He hug me tightly, I start sobbing.

"If he tries to hurt you, fucking tell me. Depression is bad for you, your trauma might comeback." He said, I shook my head. "Im perfectly fine, my grandparents are not here." I smile at him, I stare at the picture in his phone. It might be for their shooting, nothing else. I gulp and took a deep breathe, Minseok is right, overthinking lead me to hurt myself.

"Sleep for now, just rest. Text me if anything bad happens, alright?" He said, I nod. Im tired, His ex wont comeback right? She wont comeback and steal him back, I wont let her. I enter my house, my telephone rangs. I immediately answered it, "Onee-san!" I heard. It was my brother, I smiled. "Do you need something?" I asks, I heard him giggle.

"When will you comeback here?" He asks, I sigh. "Soon, do you want some present when I cameback?" I ask, dont think too much. "A arrow and bow, perhaps." He said, I sigh. "Okay, Onee-san will buy that for you, now let me rest alright. Bye, I miss you" he ended the call, I went to my room. Jimin's posters filled my walls, I chuckle.

"You wont hurt me more than how my grandparents hurt me before right?" I mumbled to myself, if that happens dont leave me alone. But what if, Jimin's ex is one of those girls in their shooting? I messed my hair and slap myself, stupid that wont happened.

I decided to take a bath before going to sleep, after that I wear my pajamas. I flinched my phone, there's a text from Jimin. "Jagi~ Happy Anniversary, i'll catch up with you im busy earlier since we need to shoot for our comeback. Chim chim is sorry, ara?" I gulp, see he's just busy. I smile and wiped my tears flowing from my cheeks, dont lie to me Jimin you might ended up laying in the ground with your ex unconsciously.

'Chim chim will be mine, only mine.' If anyone tries to steal him, I wont hesitate to kill that person. I charge my phone and lay to my bed, I remember what Minseok said. Depression is bad for me, so does overthinking, dont make me feel sick Jimin it brokes me a lot.