Let Me Know

F I F T H

AKIRA MAXINE DEE

—After three months that I left Seoul because I went home to Japan, no one knows it. I went straight to Bangtan's dorm, no ones here except us. Im just watching them, waiting for them to feel my presence. But since they like what their doing, I decided to interrupted. I push the glass purposely and it broke because it fell, like my soul.

They didnt stop, i smirk. So that's how you miss your ex so much huh, Jimin. Tears start flowing from my eyes, im not this weak kind of lady. They were kissing each other passionately, without feeling the others presence one of them might die meaninglessly. I continue watching them, making myself tortured again but right now its me who tortured myself.

I sigh and stood up, I accidentally push the glass case behind me. The sound of the glass were heard inside the dorm, I look behind me. They were both shock to notice my presence, a sorry is a must for me Jimin. You've broke your freaking promise, I hate you. I faintly smile at them and leave, I was walking like a zombie.

I cant feel anyone presence, that moment broke my soul even more. "No one will ever love you as much as we do, Akira." I shook my head and continue walking, you didnt love me Oba-chan. Because if you does, you wont choose to hurt me. I left the building, and I decided to not take a cab.

I bump to someone and i apologize immediately, I went home straight. This house makes me insane, I decided to paint all the walls as white. I went to my room, its color pink turn white the posters now were all in the floor teared up. I chuckle, Look what you made me do.

"I promise, we wont hurt you." But you hurt me again, I trust all of you but you choose to hurt me. Did I deserve to be hurt like this? The mirror fell from the wall, the glass breaks. I look at it, I can see my curse marks spreading all over my body. I cried, "I lied, Jimin-ah because there's no reason to love someone like me. There's no reason for you to love a psychotic demon like me, forgive me Jimin." I cried loudly.

I look at the floor, the teared posters makes me feel insane. "Maybe I really need to release this curse, for my freedom too." I mumble, I went to the kitchen. I saw the shining knives in the holder, I chuckle and was about to took one of them when someone hold my wrist.

I look up and saw Minseok, I cried. "W-why?" I ask, he hug me. "Shh, everything's will be okay." He said, I felt warm. "Onee-chan, everything's will be okay so dont worry." Akushi, I fell to the ground. Minseok carried me and we ride his car, we ended up to Perquin's house.

"You should control your curse, you're pregnant its bad for the baby if you continue crying." Perquin said, I raise my eyebrow. "A baby?" I ask, he smiles and nod. "There's a baby in my tummy?" I ask , he chuckles and nod. That's bullshit, how can a baby enter my— what an actual fart?!

"Andwae!" I scream, I look at Minseok who's bitting his lips. "Why now?!" I ask, he stick his tongue out. "Bad!" I point at him, he chuckle. "You should tell him." He said, I pout. I call Akemi to asks and she's sayin it too, I dont want him to know! "You dont habe any choices." Perquin said, I pout.

"Fine i'll tell him, but if he reject us. I wont comeback here and just leave in our peaceful Palace, ara?!" I said, Perquin pissed. "Peaceful your face." I chuckle, moody guy. Im gonna meet my brother again, I let Minseok buy Akushi's wanted bow and Arrow.

My phone beeped for five hundredth times, a text from Jimin. I rangs again for 200th times, its a call from him too. Sweetie if you continue, I'll die. I took a deep breathe and read his recent text, "Akira, let's talk." I sigh. Not right now darling, im a sober. I decided to sleep, my baby might have gone crazy because of me too.

I woke up when I heard a loud bang in my dream, its just a door. I sigh and tried to sleep back, I saw a shadow in front of me. Im not scared, I smirk when I saw a black bird roaming my room. "Are you alone too?" I ask, crazy as if it will replied. I was a lone wolf even before, its just I felt freedom when I escape that place just to love him.

A lone wolf always wanted to be with someone, but push everyone away. Crazy but true, I hate being like that. I want someone who'll stay no matter how hard to stay with me, no matter how evil I am. My phone beep again, I sigh and decided to reply back to Jimin. "Let's talk tomorrow, I need something to tell you too." I turn my phone off and fell back to sleep.