Just one day

The Middle:The Truth

Alyx Weiss
Oh my god why did I say yes it's just gonna be super awkward I hate myself I wanna scream. "Hey but I don't have any clothes." Jenn had said as she walked out the car. "Don't trip just use some of my mine. Duh. You already steal all of my clothes." Alyx said turning to Jenn smiling. "Bitch I do not steal your clothes." Jenn said to Alyx. The brunette had given a look to the blonde that spoke the words Bitchh. There was a long pause with just Alyx and Jenn staring at each other. "Fine. But not all the times do I take your clothes. Only sometimes Alyx." That's a lie you have like half of my wardrobe. Alyx had just laughing knowing it was a lie. Moments had passed and as the girls made their way up to the apartment. Alyx's apartment was nice and cozy. Jenn had always loved to stay at Alyx's because her bed was downstairs and separated from everything. Sometimes they'd just lay there for hours talking uncontrollably. They had done it a lot when they were just becoming friends, they sat on each other's bed and just learned about each other. I wonder if she remembers. "Hey Jenn." Alyx had yelled to the blonde whom was in the shower. "Yeah what's up." Jenn had yelled back and turned the shower off. Alyx had waited for her to walk out of the bathroom so she could talk to her. When she walked out she had a towel wrapped around her body and one around her hair. Alyx looked up and smiled, "Get dressed and join me in the bed yeah?" Alyx tried not to look at her friend. She knew if she saw something she'd feel weird. After Jenn had gotten dressed she practically threw herself on the bed. "What's up Alyx." She spoke softly, she seemed tired and still stressed. "I just wanted to ask do you remember the first time we met and then after we had met we were practically with each other 24/7?" Alyx turned her head slightly to look at Jenn. "Oh Yeah and then we would just sit together on our beds and just talk for hours. Yeah that's weird how we become friends isn't it." Jenn said with a louder voice. She had sounded more relieved just being next to her. "Just a little weird, but I'm happy we did." Alyx had smiled towards Jenn whom was almost asleep. Alyx had laid down next to her and Jenn snuggled into her shoulder and neck.

                      Jenn McAllister
"It's cold in your room man." Jenn had said. Hold me. It was such a cry for help. Alyx understood what she wanted of course and did wrap her arms around the blonde. She and Alyx were cuddling now, their bodies were pressed together. Their legs were tangled and their hands touched one another. Alyx had been running her hand throw Jenn's hair. For a few minutes all the noise in the room was breathing from one another. I wouldn't want to be anywhere else but here. Every time we're together I always feel something, I always feel an emotion that's indescribable. It haunts me, she haunts me. Her laugh makes me laugh, her smile makes me smile, and even her crying can make me want to cry. I feel happiness with her. I feel amazing with her. I feel true love with her. But when I always have the urge to just press lips with her, I remember, I can't. She's my best friend and if these emotions I bottle up get loose I'd lose her. And if I lose her, all my happiness would be gone. She'd be gone, out my life and I'd just feel lonely again. And I don't even know if I'm straight or gay or both. I have absolutely no clue and what if it all feels weird when things do take off...or if they ever take off. I should tell her. Or should I wait? No I can't, I shouldn't. Jenn opened her eyes for a moment and saw Alyx who was peacefully sleeping next to her. You're so adorable you little bean. Her head was placed on the top of the pillow very gently. She was so pure and innocent, most definitely a reason for Jenn to question her sexuality. I'm gonna tell her. Jenn didn't want to wake up Alyx however, not directly at least. So she just moved slightly. Alyx had woken up and grabbed Jenn's shirt so that if she wanted to leave she wouldn't be able to. Jenn didn't want to leave though, she wouldn't think of leaving. "Good morning sleepy head." Jenn spoke, she was hesitant with her voice and actions because she was about to kiss the top of her forehead but stopped halfway. "Morning? Did I sleep for that long?" Alyx's voice was raspy. Her eyes were droopy and very sleepy. "No it's only been a few minutes about 30ish." Jenn said sitting up trying to get Alyx to ask what's wrong. She acted awkward and worrisome so she didn't have to bring up the conversation. She acted like this for a while until Alyx finally got worried that she had done something wrong and asked. "You good?" Alyx spoke still with a raspy voice. "Um. No, not exactly." Jenn's heart was beating fast now. Her palms were sweaty and she found it hard to breath at some points. Alyx furrowed her eyebrows, and shook her head, "Wh-what happened? Are you still stressed?" Jenn was just looking down at her legs. She was sitting with her back facing Alyx. Her arms crossed over her body like she was hiding her stomach. "Yes. Kinda." She had bit her lip and closed her eyes, she was scared to let the truth come out. But she finally gained the courage to face her older friend. "What's wrong Jenn. You know you can tell me things right?"
"Yes I know, but this time it's just hard." Alyx had come closer to Jenn and held her hand. Fireworks.
"I'm here for you." Alyx brought Jenn's hand close to her lips and pressed a gentle kiss on her hand.
Lightning.
Jenn had sighed and looked up right into the eyes of the brunette. "Okay, so I have this feeling, and um, well, you see, I really shouldn't have this feeling, and this feeling is about,well-" Jenn had chocked.
Alyx placed an arm around the blonde. Trying to comfort her.
"Alyx...What im trying to say is... I think I'm- gay and I think I'm falling for...you."
Emotions run wild.