Just one day

The end:Sweatshirt

Alyx Weiss
"You idiot, I do love you. You're my favorite thing in this world. I'll always love you. I don't know why I didn't answer. Maybe it's because I was scared, I don't know, but I know now, I love you. I always have. When you walked out that door I knew I couldn't live without you. I'm in love with you Jenn McAllister." Alyx had said with a whisper. She knew that Jenn was probably long gone but she still said it with a whisper. "What do I do now?" Alyx looked around worried, she had nothing to do and she didn't want to sleep, "Should I go to her?" She was stressing herself out. She sat down on her couch and grabbed her phone. She pulled up the contact that said Jenn and text her continuously. "Jenn please text me back." "Jenn please." "Jenn I need to talk to you." And so on. No response at all. She called her thousands of times and no answer only voice mails were sent. "Hey Jenn its Alyx and umm look I need you call me back." It was already around 9:00 at night and Alyx had enough of the day she just wanted it to be over. She thought about going to sleep and she was about to till she turned her head and saw something. It was a sweater that was a yellow color she turned it around and saw the front of it. The sweater read "peanut butter", Alyx grabbed the sweater and smelled it. It was definitely hers, she could smell the perfume she wears on it. "She forgot it." Alyx put the sweatshirt over her body and started to rub the fabric. This sweater was worn by Jenn more then Alyx and it still smelled like her perfume. That's why she wanted it. Because it smells like me. And she's always happy around me. You little bean. Oh I love you a lot. But I already fucked up. Our life together is ruined, thanks to me. Why didn't I just go for it when I had the chance. Fuck me. She sat on her couch for a while just rubbing the sweater. She missed Jenn, she knew she fucked up and she missed her. She was missing her like crazy even though she wasn't hers. Even thought they weren't together she missed her. Alyx had gotten up and turned off all her lights, she was done with the world and with the day. All she wanted to do was sleep and forget about today. She laid in her bed still with the sweater on. Her room was dark and cold. She laid in the middle of her bed. She wanted to cry but she didn't, she just laid there in the middle of her bed with the memories of Jenn McAllister. She tried to sleep but the moment she did she started to cry. It came to a point where Alyx told herself she just didn't deserve sleep. She just played music, she had tried to cheer herself up but nothing worked. She just found herself more sad with every passing minute. Alyx had turned her head to her phone, she tried to text Jenn again,"Jenn please, I really need to take to you again, I just need to hear your voice. I need to tell you the one thing I've been hiding from you, please Jenn." She got no reply and the message didn't even deliver which told Alyx that Jenn's phone had either died or she turned it off.

                     Jenn McAllister
Alyx had texted the blonde nonstop and Jenn couldn't help but just read the messages and not respond so she just completely turned her phone off. She had driven back to her apartment and planned to just stay there die in her bed. She didn't want anything to do with the world today. Not after she lost her blessing. Not after she lost Alyx. When she got home she went to her bed and just sat there she didn't want to sleep but just be in bed. She was bored and sad and thought it would be good to go somewhere. So she grabbed a sweater, the first one she could find and walked to her car. There was always a mountain top were she liked to drive to whenever she was sad. She had shown the spot to only a few people, Alyx was one of them and she hoped to God Alyx wasn't there. When she arrived she got out her car and sat on the bench that was over looking the area of LA. She saw all the city lights and car lights. She wondered what Alyx was doing at one point. Sleeping probably, desperately trying to call and text me. Who knows. Not me that's for sure. I don't know anything anymore. Jenn was getting colder and pulled out the jacket she grabbed. To her surprise it was Alyx's sweater, the white jacket with colored shoulder parts, a zip up jacket that she had worn to the twenty one pilots concert they had went to together. I guess I do always steal her clothes huh. She held the fabric in her hands and sat there with her eyes closed. She heard the laugh of the brunette playing in her mind. She heard her voice in her mind like it was engraved in her brain. She felt her body pressed gently next to hers when they sat next to each other. She felt Alyx's warmth and positive vibes. She felt her body, but it wasn't there. Jenn had leaned forward and placed her hands on her head and her shoulders on her thighs. She tried her hardest to hold back the tears that were coming, but she couldn't, she cried for what felt like hours. Her eyes were now dry from the cold blowing wind. It's so cold. I wish she was here. She would have hugged me, now, I'm alone. Thanks to me I have to live a life without her.

Jenn McAllister and Alyx Weiss
The two girls sat down in different locations crying, rubbing the fabric of a sweater that reminded them of each other. They were alone to think, Jenn knew she loved Alyx and as well as Alyx to Jenn.
I have to make this right. I need to go to her, cause god damit I love you Jenn. I love you a lot and I don't care anymore. I love you.
I love you, I always have and I always will love you. Alyx I'm coming to get you I just need to kiss you once or just hold your hand again and I can live in peace. I have to make this right. I love you.

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HEY GUYS ITS MIA, SO I HAVENT HAD A LOT OF NOTES IN MY STORIES BUT LIKE THIS IS IMPORTANT!! SO IF YOU WERE CONFUSED ON THE LAST PART ITALIC BOLD WAS ALYX AND ITALIC UNDERLINE WAS JENN. AND BTW ARE YOU GUYS LIKING THE STORY CAUSE ITS ALMOST OVER JUST ABOUT 1 OR 2 MORE PARTS AND ITS COMPLETELY OVER AND I MIGHT START ANOTHER ONE BUT YEAH THATS IT FOR ME LOVE YOU! VOTE FOR THE STORY AND COMMENT!
-MIA
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