It's not mutual

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I don't love you, I really don't.
I wish i did, but I don't.

I don't have that look in your eyes when you see me smile,
my heart doesn't flutter when our fingers accidentally brush,

I don't feel as though the world will fold up should you leave.
I'm sorry, I just don't feel intoxicated by your presence the way you seem to with mine.
I'm not going to pretend or hang in there until I do.

I don't pity you, I envy you.

you seem so happy feeling the way you do.
I want to love you, I do,
but I don't see that happening even after all this time.

Now just as you've gone out and found someone to love,
I'm afraid I have to do the same, for both my sake and yours.

I'm sorry that you do, but I just don't...

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