It moves with me.
It's sickening sight immediately putting down my mood .
Nay ! It's presence alone I cannot bear to acknowledge, for I know what comes next if i do.
This cycle that seems to drag into infinity.
love,adoration,shame,disgust, all in perfect balance thank goodness.
But I must confess this kind of sadness I find slightly addictive.
I enjoy it.
I often revel in it when I find I'm alone.
It is always there wherever I go, wherever I turn to.
Taunting me , shaming me,loving me,consoling me.
This bittersweet romance I cannot bear to let go of...
But it cannot have the last laugh!
Let it be said i was not a coward
Let it be said I fought to the finish
And alas I tipped the stool and began to to choke, keeping my eyes on it.
It cannot win...
Slowly the life left my body with my reflection staring back at me lifeless, and obedient.
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