Seventeen One shots! {HIATUS}

Dokyeom-My Smile Man

"Heehee, wanna know a secret?"
Seokmin giggled shifting closer to me. I couldn't help giggle myself at his cute ways and nodded eagerly.
"Ok, well no one knows this. So swear not to tell any person!"
I nodded again, anticipating his secrets. He was my best friend after all.
"Well, I like you. Hehe and I think we should get married when we get older. Date and all that stuff, ok?"
I widened my eyes in happiness. I smiled to him.
"Yes, ok!"
He giggled once more and then the bell rang. We had to go in from recess back to our room. We smiled to eachother and headed to our rooms, feeling joyous and happy.
That, was 12 years ago. When I was in grade one with Lee Seokmin. My child hood crush. Of course, we made that promise when he was still in Jeju.
"Um, (Y/N)...I have to tell you something..."
Seokmin came up to me, and looked a little nervous and..unhappy. Being the smile man and happy virus this was unusual. Something must've been up, and it wasn't the corners of his mouth.
"Sure, what is it?"
"Well, you know I came to Jeju here for, mostly Seungkwans sake...and that. But now...it's changing."
I was anxious for his point, what was he saying? What does all this mean?
"It's changing? H-how..?"
The last word I said...made my stomach drop. As if I didn't want to know the answer next. Like it was a bad idea to ask.
"I'm..I'm M-moving away now..somewhere not in Jeju..(Y/N)."
The words in his sentence, they stuck in my brain. If he was joking, he would've been cracking up by now. His face was serious, and looked depressed. Unhappy. Fearful. My eyes welled with tears and I tried processing the rest. Was this really happening? After all this time....he was leaving me?
The bell suddenly rang and he had to go home faster then usual. Packing, he said.
That was, in grade 5. And that seemed like it was it. He left. Gone. I never even got his phone number or anything. No info whatsoever. The days went by without as much to laugh and smile about. It was dull and long. No jokes, or weird faces to brighten my day. Just stress and worry. Anger and fear. Sadness and anxiousness. It was just a living hell now. No one even spoke to me or made such effort. I knew Seungkwan and he was the only one who talked to me or chose me as his partner for certain projects. But we weren't as close.
Although one morning as I rushed to school, I felt a weird feeling. Like, a good one. With anticipation. As if something might happen, that's good. I opened up the doors and ran through the halls. Finding my locker quickly and doing what I usually do. I couldn't afford to be late anymore. And that feeling hung in my gut. What could it be?
I soon found myself sitting myself with some other people also just arriving. We got out some books and did a little studying for the first period of our morning. I eyed the room a couple times. I couldn't shake away the smile that wanted to creep onto my lips. I don't know why.
Once again, the bell startled my thoughts and it was our recess break. I quickly walked out of the room and put away my things. Grabbing an egg tart for something small to eat. I munched a little and found myself upon a group of guys socializing. There were more then 10 at least and they weren't just any average guys. They were pretty good looking if I do say so myself. I glanced at them ever now and then, seeing Seungkwan popping in and out of the group occasionally.
Without realizing it the day flew by and the bell was ringing again for last period. I came to reality and sped into my class, feeling a little flustered.
I sat down at a seat and saw some of the boys with me. Well in the same room at least. One of them in particular looked familiar, and different. Like, I might've known him. But he seemed new. I'm sure I would've seen him already if he wasn't.
"Alright class, I'd like you to choose a new and different project partner. We are starting up a new one this time around and you need a different perspective!"
I glanced around knowing Seungkwan would go with a Different friend. I might be stuck with a random person who won't even work.
"(Y/N)! Could you please go with our new student? He's over there and his name is Seokmin."
I looked over and he looked at me. Our eyes met for a few seconds then  we looked away. Something seemed so familiar about him. His face, eyes, body, hair, and name....
Seokmin POV:
The teacher called for me to go with another student. I turned around and saw her. Our eyes met for a few seconds, but we looked off eventually. I couldn't help smiling slightly. I didn't know her, but I knew we'd have to get along for this. But something told me...we didn't really have to introduce each other. Maybe we met before...something like that. But anyways we went out into the hallway and sat.
"So, we're 'buddies' now so....what do we do?"
It was the word: We. It sounded right when she spoke of it, referring to us.
"Um, well..first of all what's your name?? Sorry I just forgot."
I smiled at the end of my sentence, approaching her the friendly way. She seemed caught in my gaze, but giggled out a little and introduced herself as well.
"Um, my name is (Y/N)...uh what's yours?"
The name. (Y/N). Something sparked up at the name. And A smile wanted to make its way an (Y/N)s face. So I just helped by giving her the happy virus. I gave a big grin (lmao).
"Seokmin. Lee Seokmin. So now, should we get to work..or...?"
I wasn't looking at her and instead waiting for an answer. But when I turned and saw her...she wasn't even moving. She looked so frozen. Her eyes were incredibly wide and her mouth slightly open. I felt a little scared form her silence. What did it mean? Did I scare her? Was my eye smile too intense?!
"Seokmin. Lee Seokmin?!? Like, Dokyeom Seokmin?!"
My eyes also widened at her words. No one on earth called me by the nickname Dokyeom but Seungkwan and....her. The girl I promised to marry. And the girl I abandoned in grade 5, is now standing before my very eyes. All I could do at that moment was stand their like a statue. She was incredibly beautiful and friendly looking. Her voice was like Jeonghan (an angels voice basically). She was amazing.
"Seokmin!!!!!"
She jumped up and threw her arms around me. Tearing up a little. Apparently she yelled my name a little to loud, and the teacher saw our hug reunion.
"Ahem, please get to work. Even if it's so amazing that your boyfriend is in your school now. Chop chop!"
I laughed at her comment. The chop chop part. I smiled while she left. I looked back at (Y/N) and smiled even more. She  giggled herself and kissed my lips.
Hers felt so soft and, amazing. Like a whole new world. I couldn't contain blush and a little smile. She released and grinned on my lips. This was the happiest I've ever seen her. Considering she told me afterwards how dull her life was.
"Seokmin, your my smile man~<3!"

This suckeddddd I'm so sorry