No one POV:
Wonwoo stepped out into the fresh air and calmly breathed in. He walked down the steps and walked a couple more to (Y/N)'s apartment building. She'd walk out any second and he was ready to start his convo about the prom! He felt a ring of confidence in him but, something else lingered. He couldn't even care about though because he was ready to ask her out for this.
Suddenly the door opened but, (Y/N) came out with someone else. It wasn't someone like Hyejeong or Chen, her friends He knew He could trust. It was another guy, one he didn't know. He let the wave of anger die down while He smiled, a little bit bitter but he tried. He waved and (Y/N) came to realization.
"Oh! Right! Wonwoo this is Leeteuk! He's a new friend. Just moved in next door to my apartment."
She stated hopping down the stairs eagerly. He smiled to Wonwoo and follow her. He seemed nice at least...
She only said friend anyway.
"Oh ok. Cool...so can I talk to you?"
He quickly asked before more started happening. She quietly mumbled an "oh" and swallowed.
"Sorry, I was gonna..talk to Leeteuk...kinda..privately..?"
She said and kinda asked. He nodded his head slowly and embarrassedly chuckled. Then gave an unpromising smile and quickly sped off to school. She watched Wonwoo go and He didn't catch her expressions after that. Wonwoo sighed whilst walking to school. Maybe He'd take the other way so He can walk slower without meeting them accidentally. Not like they'd be rushing or anything. They'd be too busy "catching up" and "talking privately". Wonwoo rolled his eyes out of jealousy and continued walking.
-Time Skip Brought here by me Lazy Ass-
Wonwoo POV:
"Hey Wonwoo! You said you wanted to talk to me!"
All of a sudden she came up to me at the last period and asked me this. I remembered and felt my face fluster. Because of her new friend I felt it to be awkward when it came to my questioning.
"O-oh..um. Well you know the p-prom ton-night?"
I slowly approached the question, trying not to sound too embarrassed. She mouthed "oh" but nodded.
"Would you, wanna go with me?"
I didn't realize I said that until I saw her reaction. I stuttered out words I didn't even understand myself, in attempt to cover up what I stated.
"Uh w-Wonwoo. Wonwoo!"
She called a bit louder then before. I swallowed and nodded. She gave a small, and possibly not even that genuine, smile.
"Sure. It'd be great."
Her words in fact surprised me, they didn't really match up with her physical reaction. I felt excitement buzz inside me and I smiled brightly.
"Well, we can..talk later to plan it..."
She trailed her sentence off as she ran back somewhere else. Maybe to Leeteuk. I quickly checked my phone and realized I might be late. I cussed under my breath and started back to the normal route. Only finding myself behind those two again. I stayed back a couple meters and pretended to be fiddling with my phone. I didn't realize how close we'd gotten till the bell blared. I jumped slightly and shoved my phone in my bag. Running up the steps past (Y/N) and Leeteuk to get inside.
-Time Skip Brought To You By Harold's (my guy friend) Sass-
"Hey (Y/N)!"
I called sweetly. She turned around and nodded. Keeping only a straight face.
"Sooooo what's our plan?"
"Oh..um I dunno.."
She casually replied as if it were nothing. I accidentally let a frown cover my face.
"Well am I picking you up or are we just meeting here? We do live right next to each other..."
I filled my voice with bitter-sweetness. As in they sounded bitter, but were meant for sweet.
"We can meet...I might be later then usual Kay? I have some...things to do."
She answered me more calm and happy this time. I decided to smile and brush it off.
-Time Skip To Later Cuz me Be Suga (lazy)-
I picked out the best looking black skinny jeans I had and a white dress shirt. My black blazer worked fine with it. I was excited and anticipated for 6 to come. I didn't know if I'd stay all night, but I'd stay long enough to confess to (Y/N). And maybe to dance with her a little and eat and yeah yeah yeah that. I took one last look in the mirror and smiled to look even better. Well tried to. I travelled down the elevator and found myself outside in the air. It's was only 5:45 but maybe I'd take a small walk around. Buy her something maybe. Like...idk chocolate wings or cheeks (😂😂 see what I did there Army's??). I know she'd like those so, I might as well check.
I went to the nearest little 'Valentine's shop' or so called. They had some basic relationship beginning gifts so won't hurt to see.
I glanced around the room and saw Leeteuk. He was picking out something. And it wasn't anything just like candy. They were in the "mood" section. Also known as I'm-having-sex-later-and-I-want-it-to-be-hot. I walked past him and let him notice me (notice me senpaiiii).
"W-Wonwoo?"
He somewhat stuttered out and tried to smile. I waved back and decided to bring out my question easily.
"What're you up to, Leeteuk?"
I sounded calm and like an everyday person just asking about someone's life.
"Oh..um..heheh...just looking for candles..."
"Here?"
I slowly dove into the question. He blushed a little and nodded. I smiled and acted as if I was a little innocent. Or, just not suspecting he was gonna have sex.
"What for?"
He scratched the nape of his neck with wide eyes. And looked down.
"Oh..uh. Just having a b-but of a sp-special night w-with um....(Y/-Y/N)."
He surprisingly even answered who he was talking about. I let my jaw drop a little and remembered her words.
"We can meet...but I might be later then usual Kay? I have some...things to do."
I suddenly thought. She had something to do. And that she'd be late. My heart suddenly dropped and so did the flowers I was holding. Leeteuk blushed and stepped back a little.
"Are you ok?"
He asked softly, making me regret suddenly letting my fist hit his cheek. I stepped back a little myself after that. He sat on the ground from falling and looked the most surprised I've ever seen him.
"Wha-"
"We're gonna need you to leave sir. Or else."
Suddenly the lady at the cashier came up and held the phone in one hand and firmly told me to leave. I nodded, keeping my head low and quickly walked out. I felt a tear roam down my face, and I headed toward the stairs door. No one ever used them and I lived there long enough to know that. I let my body fall weak on the landing and I sat there letting my tears fall.
"Huh...I'm so stupid. How could I do that in public...and not think about her words...or if SHE EVEN LIKED ME!"
I shouted loudly. I suddenly felt more tears leave my eyes.
"Wonwoo?"
I flinched and looked up to see (Y/N). My eyes widened and I stood quickly. She raised an eyebrow and stepped forward. I quickly ran up the stairs and headed for my floor.
"Wonwoo!"
She quickly chased after. I opened the door quickly without noticing it hit (Y/N) harshly. She yelled but continued chasing me. I opened he door as fast as I could and ran to my room. I saw a blade sitting on my dresser and I picked it up. It wasn't very big, but it was sharp.
"Wonwoo why were you yelling?! WHAT WERE YOU YELLING?!"
She screamed to me. While trying not to struggle. I heard it in her voice but suddenly I took the small knife like thing and aimed right to my heart. It missed and stabbed underneath the pocket of my blazer. I shouted and went as deep as possible. She heard me and I heard a sob from her mouth when she opened my door.
"I USED TO TRUST YOU (Y/N)!"
I suddenly shouted. She looked taken back and quietly asked what.
"I THOUGHT WE HAD A CONNECTION! I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU!"
I sounded like an idiot screaming for drama as I bled to near death. She came to realization and knew that I had feelings for her.
"But..you can. It's just...there's no....um"
"YOU DONT CARE ANYWAY! YOUR JUST GONNA FUCK LEETEUK AND FORGET ABOUT ME AFTER THIS! I ASKE DYOU OUT AND BOUGHT YOU THINGS TO CONFESS AND I FIGURE OUT YOUR JUST HAVIGN SEX WITH YOUR NEW NEIGHBOR!"
I tried covering up my pain by shouting as loudly as I had in a long time. She looked embarrassed and cried a little.
"Wonwoo..you..liked me?"
"YES YOU IDIOT! I HAD EVER SINCE YOU FOUND ME IN THE ALLEYWAY KILLING MYSELF! BUT NOW I..I REALLY WISH YOU NEVER FOUND ME AND PLAYED WITH MY HEART LIEK THIS YOU BITCH!"
I regretted my words with all my heart but luckily..I wouldn't have to live to see the aftermath.
She stayed silent and I heard her sniff more tears up.
I couldn't take the silence and I took the knife thing out.
"I really did love you..."
I said emotionlessly and closed my eyes before slitting my throat.
"WONWOO!"
Was the last word she said that I could hear. I felt the pain get larger and gradually kill me. The last thought I had was, at least I'm not lonely dancing out there....(My friend helped me and it got rly angsty. It helped get out our emotions I guess. So sry bout that but yea...)
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Seventeen One shots! {HIATUS}
FanfictionThis is a series of (mostly) one shot fanfics, that are of seventeen! It'll be members X reader and I hope it's enjoyable! :D please comment on who you'd like to be paired with and details will be in the first chapter :)