Seventeen One shots! {HIATUS}

Hoshi-Blind Dates That Mess Up Our Lives

Your POV:
My friend was such a extrovert. She had at least 14 guys ask her out on average days and maybe 23 on Valentine's or other holidays. But she never wanted to date them. Not even the ones that were slightly hot. She always set guys up, with me. I hated it. Even if they seemed nice. I couldn't deal.
"Ayyyyy (Y/N)!"
She burst in my room with her cute little greeting. I giggled.
"Hey Jimin."
(AOA) She sat down beside me and giggled. I eyed her curiously but then continued on drawing.
She poked my cheek and leaned on me.
"I have a surprise for you."
She calmly said. Unlike last which, we shall not speak of...
"You what?"
I asked more bitter then sweet (lulz BTS blood sweat and tears lyrics gave me dat idea XD). She smiled and poked my cheek. All I know is you have practically no work to do but get along with a guy!"
"Ughhhh!"
I groaned as soon as she finished. Flopping my head down. She giggled cutely and jumped up.
"Just wait till you see the outfit!"
I basically screamed when I heard what she said. So yippee. She bought me an outfit.
-Time Skip brought here by Jimins Booty-
"EEE! You're so cute!"
She squealed while jumping around. I came out in my outfit and she loved it. I took one look in the mirror and bleh. She picked out a white crop top with thin red stripes and a pink jean jacket over top. With a button up pale blue somewhat plaid skirt. It clung to my legs and I wasn't used to the feeling. Of being so exposed.
"WAIT!"
She shout and ran downstairs to her car I believe. She squealed whilst running up my stairs. She burst in and swirled me around. I felt woozy for a minute and suddenly felt pulling on my hair (I'm sry if u don't have hair, in that case this part doesn't matter.). She quickly put my hair into two long pig tails/short pig tails/brushed it as nice as possible (I did this for different hair lengths cuz I'm nice). Lightly letting a red beret fall onto my head and then pull it on more. I rolled my eyes and looked at her annoyedly. She smiled her cute smile and I couldn't resist. I would do this for her.
-Time Skip brought by my Laziness to write driving around-
After she dropped me off at the meet spot, I walked out cautiously and felt insecurity take over. Whoever this guy was, I really hoped we would just have time talking, possibly getting along then move on forever. I slowly slipped out the piece of paper she gave me and saw it said to go to the parks picnic area. Weird idea for a picnic in complete darkness...well almost. I tried calming myself by letting useless thoughts fill my mind. I didn't know why but it somewhat helped.
"Hello?"
Suddenly a quiet hello was heard from behind me. I turned around and saw the cutest boy ever. He looked a little sparked with interest for a moment. But it left once my sentence came out.
"Oh hi! Um...are you by any chance here for a blind date?"
His smiled turned upside down and he looked me from head to toe.
"Oh..yea..."
He said less interested. I was surprised that I felt sudden sadness instead of anger form his reaction. Why?
"Um...so where should we..go?"
I asked hesitantly and awkwardly. He looked around and shrugged. I felt like suddenly I liked him a little. Even though his actions toward me weren't the best I felt I wanted to grow a little connection this time.
"We can just sit..."
I awkwardly approached a bench and sat carefully. He only slumped down and picked at his nails. I looked at the ground and tried to contribute something. He seemed border then anyone I've ever seen. It made me feel down. I didn't know why but suddenly I wanted food.
"Hey there's a cafe down there. Wanna go eat?"
He gave a small hum in agreement and checked the time on his phone. I huffed, trying to sound just as annoyed and such but only got a small death glare. I swallowed the access spit in my mouth and walked over. We opened the door and quietly ordered food. Nothing seemed to be going right at this point, I didn't know what to do. He was playing some weird game on his phone and I was sitting awkwardly sipping juice. He loudly slurped up and acted as if I was nothing. I suddenly remembered what has happened each time i think I've found a guy. They use me for sex, or just to get over a girl, or not for real love and relationship (this is actually what guys have tried to use me for....that's a reason why I physically harmed myself big time quite a bit and went really antisocial and harmful for nearly a year :/) I felt a surge of anger throughout me and I slammed my hand on the table without thinking. He looked up and scoffed.
"What?"
His tone made me say my few words bitterly. I grabbed the food and set money on the table waving to the waitress, who I believe was named Krystal. I quickly dashed out and grabbed his hand in order to be fast. He immediately yanked his hand away once we were slowed down.
"What do you want?"
He said louder and angrier. I let rigid breath leave me and I blinked harshly.
"You...why are you being this way to me!? What's your problem?!"
I yelled and pushed without thinking. I gave it my all and he fell hard to the ground. I widened my eyes and stepped back. I honestly didn't mean to..
"No..not me. You. Your such an annoying IDIOT!"
He grabbed my collar and screamed in my face. I felt attention could draw and I let my eyes tear.
"Please..whoever you are....be quiet. Please don't-"
"DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DO!"
He hollered and suddenly hand met face. And a red mark showed on my cheek. I felt tears slowly rolling down my numb cheek and I clutched my skirt.
"U-um wh-wha-"
"SHUT IT!"
He screamed and pushed me so hard I heard my wrist crack when I fell. Causing a loud and painful grunt from my mouth. I let a sob come from my mouth. What mess has Jimin got me into?
"Please..stop.."
"LIKE I CARE OF WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY! YOU BITCH!"
He shrieked and kicked my stomach so he could walk away. I didn't realize how loud my scream was until I heard gasps and whispered from somewhere. My eyes went blurry not only from tears but also the violence i just got caught up in I felt my mouth water and I suddenly felt myself puking. It hurt my stomach more and I tried to stop the random sounds I could hear as ringing muffles. I screamed once more and felt warm liquids around me as I lay in silence.
Then that's it....I can't even remember.
-Time Skip-
"(Y/N)! Oh please wake up!"
I heard a small voice whisper, mixed in with cries. It was quiet and I slowly let my eyes adjust to the calm area. I soon saw Jimin, crying on my bed side. It wasn't even my bed. It was...the hospital.
"Jimin.."
"(Y/N)!"
She cried out and hugged me. I shouted out in pain and she let go. Memories flooded my brain and I remembered that guy....slapping me...pushing me which caused a broken wrist..kicking me and making me cough of fluids and blood...my stomach:bruised...my body:bloodied. I didn't know how this could all happen from just a date.
"I'm sorry..I'm so sorry!"
She cried out and I felt my own eyes welling with tears. I felt happy enough to be with my friend. And be alive for that matter.
"It's alright now...just..don't make me do that again..."
I pleaded. My stomach churned again and I felt the warmth of my blood flow through a bandage. I didn't realize what was happening till she got off me.
"(Y/N)...no..what's..(Y/N)! Stop stop...NURSE!"
I suddenly realized my wounds opened, the blood gushed out. I felt ringing buss in my ears and my vision blur all over again. I hated it...maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I left it all forever and completely...
People came gushing to me and I let tears run down my cheek one last time.
"Jimin...I'm sorry.."
I quietly whispered and my grip finally loosened on her hand. The last tear I shed joined the pool of blood around me.
-The End-

(Wow this got intense...but yes I had a dream like this and I considered killing myself after...I never thought my life was important and I was just useless and deserving to die.....I'm sorry it got dark and it's not even really good at all....)