broken heart

Part 14

"You were my cup of tea,

but I drink vodka now."

When you walked away, a part of me died."

"secrets such as selfharm, depression or eating disorders are so hard to keep, because you want somebody to know and to care about you, but when you tell someone about it you regret it immediately

"You chose someone else over me, so of course I'm going to think that you never loved me."

"Fuck friends that leave you when they get into a relationship,

Fuck friends that leave you after you've been there for them,

Fuck friends that only call you when they need a favour

They do not deserve you."

"You think you know someone. You think there isn't a knife in your back. And then they twist it."

"The biggest mistake I have made in my life is letting people stay in my life far longer than they deserved to."

"Not everyone is and alcoholic,

Or a drug addict,

Some people work too much,

lock themselves away,

or drink their coffee like its life support.

But the idea is the same, to drown themselves in something, in anything.

To push away everything for a moment, just one small moment.

Next time, look closer,

Because everyone has their demons,

Some just aren't that obvious"

"It's an awful, awful feeling to know that you're more dedicated to someone than they are to you"

"It's better to walk alone than with a crowd going in the wrong direction

The one thing you swore you'd never do, you did... You stopped loving me."

Sometimes I just miss having someone to talk to

I don't hate you, even though you've given me plenty of reason to."

I wish I couldn't feel a damn thing.

"It's not that I don't have friends, it's just that all my best friends have better best friends with whom they'd much rather hang out, and that's why I'm kind of always left behind."

"Yes, you have wounded me. But I still wish you the best, because I am not you."

IF YOU LEAVE SOMEBODY AT LEAST TELL THEM WHY, BECAUSE WHAT'S MORE PAINFUL THAN ABANDONMENT; IS KNOWING YOU'RE NOT WORTH AN EXPLANATION

"I'll always care about you in the end, even if you did me wrong."

Broken...

Alone...

Hurt...

Used...

Just to name a few of the things

You made me feel

When you threw our love away"

How is it possible?

That you caused me so much pain & heartache.

Yet I fear, you are the only cure for it, too."

"I don't know how to move on

I try so hard to let you go

But it seems impossible

When my heart is still set on you"

I find myself skipping some of my favorite songs because they remind me too much of

"From lovers to strangers

Talking everyday to haven't spoken in months

I thought what we had was real

So tell me, how did we end up like this?"

"Who knew I would become this stranger staring back at me.

Empty shell of who I use to be."

"You said you'd never hurt me

That it would be like hurting yourself

So how come,

I'm laying here broken, because of you

But you are still standing there...

Scratch free?"

I don't think it's pathetic to cry over someone. It just means you care about them deeply and you're sad."

"Needed Space

That's What You Said

How Cliche

That You Would End It This Way

The reality of me not mattering to you breaks me more than you can ever imagine."

This pain I feel, from seeing you walk away from what we had. I wouldn't wish on my own worst enemy."