trying.

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i wondered why my heart hurt so much when your hands let go of mine.

i thought about why my breath was taken away when you smiled or how every time the sparkle in your eyes disappeared, i felt a drop in the pit of my stomach.

the night you decided to teach me how to dance between your fingers and how to forget everything with one smile, i realized just how easy it is to lose someone.

i wonder if your eyes would ever turn red against me just like my fathers had upon my mother.