trying.

entries.

february tenth, 2014
12:32 am

i've finally convinced myself that
i'm happy when in reality
i'm not even close.
[ an excerpt from a thirteen
year old ]

january ninth, 2016
11:27 pm

and it's sad, 2016 is supposed to be the year
i blossom into something better,
yet i walked in to the new year with the resolution
of not trying to kill myself.
[ written by a fifteen year old ]

february eight, 2015
7:36 pm

my mother always told me, "don't confuse
love with selfishness," and i guess i never truly listened
to her. i fooled you, imagine everyone else that i'll be able to grasp
through the streets of new york city and the sheets
of my own apartment before i realize that i'm just an attention seeker.
[ a confused fourteen year old who
didn't know what the future held for them ]

january sixteenth, 2016
3:42 am

i'm lost again and no one cares.
[ wrote by a fifteen year old,
one who was found hopeless ]

march fourth, 2014
2:21 am

is god even real?
[ a thirteen year old who almost
committed suicide ]