I skip into the living room and hug Jinxx. "What's got you so happy?" Jinxx asks as I wrap my arms around his neck and sit in his lap. "I'm really happy about the tour" I say and kiss his cheek to thank him, you have no idea how much I've missed my brother. "Yay you're sister no longer hates us!" The shirtless one says happily. "I still hate your guts, but I love my brother and I've missed him. You took my big brother away from me!!"
"Scar, please be nice. None of us meant to hurt you, they didn't even know you existed." I roll my eyes and walk to my room, my 'little friend' is calling me. Before I grab my blade, I remember my promise to Vic. I know I crossed my fingers, but I'm still going to try for him. I decide I'll just do one cut on my stomach today, what do you expect it's a habit. One turns to five, but I stop before I do too much. After a quick shower, I do my homework. Thank god I got it all before I went to AVID. I finish my homework for the next two weeks, then get bored. I remember what's tonight, so I pack for the trip then get ready for the concert.
I skip downstairs to see everyone ready, except the shirtless one. "Where's the shirtless one?" I ask and everyone looks at me. "Did I forget to tell you everyone's names?" Jinxx asks and I nod. "Well the 'shirtless one' is Ashley. The one with the batman tattoo is Andy. The hyper one is CC. Finally, the one eating pizza is Jake." I nod knowing I won't remember this. "I think I'll just call you shirtless one, batman, monster, and pizza man." I say and batman hugs me. I shove him off me, glaring at him. "Touch me again and you won't ever be making babies!" He jumps away and looks down, obviously scared.
"Scar, I thought you were a good kid, why would you say that?" Jinxx says sternly. "I decided today that I'm done giving a fuck." I say nonchalantly. Jinxx would've said something, but the shirtless o-Ashley came in. "Hey, let's go!" He yells and gets on the tour bus. I suddenly start feeling guilty for being rude to Jinxx's friends, they are just trying to be nice. We get on the bus, and I go over to batman (Andy). "I-I'm sorry, for being rude." I say quietly and he smiles. "It's fine, come sit next to me." He says patting the couch.
"I want to apologize to everyone else first." I say then skip over to the shirtless one (Ashley) and tell him the same then same with the pizza man (Jake), then with monster. Monster (CC) smiles and puts me on his back and starts running around like a maniac. I honestly hate this, but I'm trying to be nice. "Could you please stop!?" I say trying to keep a smile on my face. I think batman (Andy) sees how forced my smile is because he runs over and takes me off of monster (CC). He sets me next to him on the couch and I smile and sit on his lap. "Thanks for saving me" I mumble before falling asleep on his lap.
I wake up to the sound of someone taking pictures. I forget where I am and think I'm at a friends house, and flip off the camera. "Scar, don't use that finger." I growl at Jinxx as I reply. "It was invented for a reason, god wouldn't have given it to me if he didn't want me to use it!" I then realize where I am and apologize. "Sorry, I just don't like being woken up!" They all laugh at me. "You're being very moody, are you on your period?" CC asks and I glare. "You do NOT ask a girl if she's on her period!" I yell at him. I didn't even know we were stopped until some girl walks on laughing, while I'm talking. "You're so right about that...wait, who are you?"
"I-I'm Scar, J-Jinxx's sister, and y-you are?" I say, as you can see I'm not very social. "That's Juliet, Andy's girlfriend. Why are you suddenly so shy?" Jinxx says laughing as I hide behind him. I don't say anything, I just look down. "Well let's go to the venue!" Andy says seeing how uncomfortable I am. They nod and take me backstage where I wait for everyone. Mitch is the first to get there, so I tackle him in a hug. This earns him the death glare from Jinxx, what's his problem?
Everyone else shows up soon and we mess around, and I pretend I don't know Jinxx. "Ok I'd like to introduce someone special to you." I hear Andy say and feel Vic pick me up, and my friends looking at me in shock. "This is Scar, and she's Jinxx's little sister." I stare at the audience nervously as they applaud (other than a few people who booed) Within all the noise I hear a familiar voice yell "What's school like for you?" My brother heard that and grabs the mic, looking curious. "I heard someone ask about school, I want to know how you're doing too!" The crowd cheers as I'm given the mic. "Well... um... I'm actually quite... uh... popular at my... er... school" I lie nervously. I hear a familiar laughter and see Alissa in the audience, fuck my life.
Luckily she doesn't say anything, but I know she's planning something. I go back stage freaking out and my friends all run up to me. "Why didn't you tell us your brother was mother fucking Jinxx!?" They all scream at once and I roll my eyes, did they seriously plan that!? "He didn't want anyone to know that I existed" I say grumpily. "What's got you in a mood?" Lilly asks annoyed and I point at Alissa, who sees me and waves innocently.
They all gasp but CC picks me up and carries me off. "Let me go you fucktard!" I say annoyed. "Watch your language!" he laughs and I smack his head. He sets me down at a table labeled 'Meet & Greet' I sit there and I'm surprised by many fans asking for my autograph. "Hey scar, this girl says she goes to your school!" I see Jinxx with Alissa and glare. "I've never seen her." She smirks before saying something. "Of course you do, you and your popular friends bully me all the time. You're the reason I have this broken nose." I flip her off for her lies. "I fucking hate you Alissa" I yell and she smirks before pretending to run off crying.
Jinxx looks disappointed in me as he says. "Scar go apologize to her, I thought you were a good kid." I want to say something but decide there is no point. I walk up to her glaring as I speak. "I came to apologize and ask why the fuck you're here!?" I say angrily. "Oh I heard you and your emo friends talking about this concert, so I had my daddy buy me tickets." She laughs. I shove her angrily, I don't like people insulting my friends. I'm fine with being insulted, just not when it includes my friends. She starts fake crying and I roll my eyes.
"Scar, why would you push her!? That's it you're grounded, and if I can't watch you then you'll have a babysitter!" Jinxx yells stomping over. I feel tears in my eyes and run off. I go to the only friend I feel I can trust, my razor. I know I promised Vic to try, but I'll start trying to stop tomorrow. I decide to cut my stomach, because Vic hasn't seen that so he won't know it's fresh.
When I start to clean up the blood someone walks in. "Whoa, why is there blood?" CC asks and I quickly make an excuse. "I'm on my period, like you said this morning" I lie. He believes it and leaves, so I clean up the rest of the blood before getting in the shower. When I'm out of the shower I change into a pierce the veil shirt and run to find Mitch so I can give him his shirt back.
