Goodbye World

490 15 4
                                    

CC's POV:

I call after Scar and the guys walk on the bus. "Why'd Scar run off the bus?" Jinxx asks and my eyes widen. I don't think Scar would want me to tell him so I shrug "I don't know, I'll go look for her" I say standing up and leaving the bus for the first time since the explosion. I see Andy running after me "I'll go with you" he says and when we're farther away, he stops. "So what really happened?"

I sigh, knowing that he'll get it out of me anyway. "Um... Scar... She kind of... She kissed me" I say awkwardly continuing to look for her. Andy freezes in shock "she kissed you!? How did you react?" He asks and I shrug, not knowing why he's making such a big deal "I froze, and she didn't give me time to say anything." I reply and he nods.

~One Hour Later~

(Trigger warning: suicide)
We've been looking for Scar for about an hour and there's still no sign of her. I'm really worried about her, I just hope she's okay. I see a crowd, and I decide to look. I gasp as I see Scar hanging from a tree. I shove my way through the crowd screaming her name. I hear an ambulance coming and I pull out my phone to call the guys. "CC? Did you find her?" Jinxx asks the second he picks up. "Y-yea bu-" I start but I'm cut off my him. "You did! Let me talk to her!" Jinxx says quickly.

"Y-you can't t-" I say, only to be cut off again. "What do you mean I can't talk to her!? She's my fucking sister! Let me talk to her!" Jinxx yells, which shocks me because he's usually the calm, quiet one. "No you actually can't talk to her, just meet me at the hospial. I have to call the rest of the guys, bye." I say and call the rest of the guys and the other bands too.

I wait in the waiting room. I see doctors rushing in and out of her room, screaming for nurses. I end up crying in the waiting room. This is all my fault. What if she dies? I'll have caused her death! How would I live with the guilt? How would Jinxx react? What would their par- my thoughts are cut off by Jinxx running in like a madman. "Where's my baby sister!?" He yells and I walk over to him. "We aren't allowed in her room yet" I say and he looks at me nervously. "W-what happened t-to her?" He asks starting to sob.

"S-she t-tried to k-kill herself" I say breaking into tears again. The second I say that he starts looking dizzy, and the next thing I know he passes out. I pick him up and set him on one of the waiting room chairs, and sit next to him. I notice a worried Andy run in next and I explain to him what happened. Everyone else soon arrives. When Kellin and Copeland get there last, Jaime explains what happened to Copeland. "You see, an angel tried to go back home today and we're hoping that she didn't make it because we need her"

"Wait, she attempted...?" Kellin asks, obviously not wanting to say suicide in front of Copeland and we all nod. "Oh shi...crap" Kellin mumbles. "Annabel Ferguson?" The lady calls and Jinxx instantly stands up, having woken up a little after Vic arrived. "How are you related to her, it's only family for now" the lady says. "I-I'm her brother, c-can I please see her n-now?" He cries.

Jinxx's Secret SisterWhere stories live. Discover now