Save Me From My Demons {Oliver Sykes}

Chapter 9 - Smile

(Oliver's POV)

I laughed so hard tears were streaming down my face. Honestly, I had no idea what I was laughing at, maybe the fact it was so ridiculous how cheesy Kellin was making that kiss or me just laughing because of all the stress that is piled upon me, maybe because I was tired of Hannah's shit and I just wanted it all to stop. All I knew was that it was getting so bad to the point where I was crying my eyes out and wheezing my way to crazytown, where sanity goes to perish. Once I stopped (sort of), Ashley looked at me with a confused, but more of a 'what-the-fuck-are-you-even-doing' look.

I stared at her for a moment and I swear she was the most beautiful thing I had seen in my life. I studied each and every inch of her face. The light bounced perfectly off her soft features, crystal eyes so blue I could go swimming in them, her lips were as delicate as a white lily, her smile was enough to make me weak in the knees, it's a shame she didn't smile more, her hair was an ebony waterfall that cascaded down over her shoulder and faded away into nothingness. She was absolutely captivating.

"Oliver." Vic shook me again

I looked over at him, sort of dazed

"Hey, are you ok?" he asked

I nodded slowly, expressionless.

He narrowed his eyes in disbelief and slowly turned away

I shrugged and turned back to see Jaime and Melanie poking each other's stomachs, Andy and some girl with black hair were making out.

I shook my head and quietly said, "Get a room." To which my surprise, Ashley smiled.

I looked at her, "You smiled?"

She tried to cover-up her smile, "No. I never smile."

"Yeah that's why I was shocked."

"Shut up," she smiled again but turned her head away from me.

I stared as the bottle spun and spun around. It finally landed on me, I realized this when Vic started softly moaning in my ear to get my attention.

My head shot up and looked around, "Who's turn is it?" I said.

"Ashley just spun, it landed on you, the last person has taken off their shirt so now everyone is topless, and before that Andy and that girl went upstairs." Vic nodded quickly and made whistling sounds to imply they were doing the dirty deed.

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I couldn't help but smile, "Nice going Andy." I said under my breath

I looked to my left and Ashley was sitting towards me. She had taken her shorts off and was in nothing but her shirt and underwear. While she wasn't paying attention I took a look at her. Again, so beautiful, I can't describe it. Just everything about her was turning me on. The way her skin was the shining moonlight, and her hair was the darkness, she was the serenity of the night, she had problems but I couldn't have that.

In that moment, I decided to rid her of her demons.

We started to lean into each other, I rest one hand on her thigh and the other behind her neck. As soon as I touched her, my hand froze like ice, she was freezing cold.

Then our lips touched. She was no longer cold, her small hand that was tightly clutching mine, searching for warmth, found it. Her cheeks suddenly became a peachy color, she was filled with color.

I was right about her lips, they were soft and delicate. Every second of that kiss I was loving, it was amazing but I was dreading every second that we came closer to the end of it. I could've kept going, but I tasted someone else on her lips and I realized that she could never have any feelings for me.

Our lips parted and I was absolutely hating it.

She was blushing, her cheeks now a rosy color. Still beautiful.

I knew that I couldn't stop myself from smiling so I just let it happen. I smiled, looked into her eyes, and while she stared back, we were leaning in again.

Just before our lips met again, we heard something no one thought they would ever hear again, sure some people had hope, but those who had lost hope were completely shocked.

We directed our attention towards the stage. They were all dressed in their black uniforms, it then hit me like a fucking brick.

The Black Parade.

As the words were being sung I saw a small tear of happiness escape Ashley's eye.

"When I was a young boy

My father

Took me into the city

To see a marching band

He said son when you grow up

Will you be the savior of

the broken, the beaten and the damned?"

My Chemical Romance... They were finally getting back together. If I had any tears left I would've been drowning in my own tears.

Although this song usually makes me cry, I was extremely happy. So was Ashley, and if she was happy, I was happy

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see you in two months