Depression and Love Don't Mix Well (Jack and Finn fanfic)

Epilogue

I am now 6 months pregnant. We found out that we're having twins! A boy and girl! I was so excited! I woke up one morning and Finn wasn't there. I walked out to the kitchen and there was a note! I read it and it said

Dear Michayla,

  I love you so much and I always will but the more I stay through this, the more I realize I'm not ready to be a dad and you deserve someone better than me. I realize that all my excitement is actually fear. You are my world and it kills me to leave you especially at this point but I have to. I love you and you will always be the love of my life."

I read that and I started bawling my eyes out. I tried to call him and no answer, I called again no answer. I did that for maybe close to an hour. I then called Jack and I told him what was going on and he said he was going to try and get ahold of him.

Jack's POV:

Michayla called me crying saying Finn left her and the kids and how she can't get ahold of him so I called him a million times and finally he answered and said

"Hello?"

"Don't hello me you asshole. Why the he'll would you leave Michayla? She is in love with you and she would and does bend over backwards for you and this is how you repay her? Leaving her high and dry to fend for herself! Are you fucking kidding me? Who are you?"

"She's better off without me! I would be a shitty dad! I love Michayla with all my heart but her and the kids need someone better. The more I think about it the more I realize I'm not ready!"

"And you think she is? That's rich coming from you! You were the one that did it with her and you knew the risk when it happened. Well now you have to face the facts....do you want to be a deadbeat dad? Cause honestly you're on the way of becoming one."

"They're better off without me." He said

"Okay well you keep thinking that. You are dad's son that's for sure."

"Why does it matter to you?" He asked

"Cause the thing you fail to realize is that's my niece and nephew she's carrying around and it's almost my girlfriends best friend! I don't want them growing up without a father just cause you aren't ready. You can't just pick when you are! So I hope with your decision but hopefully when you realize you made a shitty one it won't be too late." I said

"Whatever. I'm hanging up now goodbye."

"Whatever." I said then hung up

I called mom and told her what is going on she did the same thing I did and he gave her the same answer. All I know is that I am ready to hold.my niece and nephew and if I have to I will step up and be the father figure in their life cause I am not going to let them wander in life wondering what they did wrong when they didn't do anything. I called Michayla and told her what is happening and it broke my heart in a million pieces. She was bawling her eyes out and all I knew to tell her is were all here for you.

Michayla's POV:

I can't believe he is gone. He just left me he left us. He left the kids. The more I read that note the more I felt my heart break slowly. I would've never thought I would be in this position. I love him so much and I thought he loved me but boy was I wrong. I have to be strong for the kids. I made my way to the back bedroom and laid on the bed and just cried. I grabbed my stomach and said

"Well guys, it's just us now. I know I will meet up and I know I may not always be the best but you know what. Mommy loves you so much and know that your daddy is a good man who made a poor decision. How long it takes him to realize it I don't know but I'm not going anywhere."

I cried so much but I have to move on. I have to be strong.

A/n:

Hey guys! So please don't hate me for this chapter! I can't wait to continue this story! The name of the new story is called Why Now? The first chapter of the story will be up around 2:30pm eastern time! Don't forget to comment, subscribe, vote, and share! All the love!

                                      ~Kayla~