My hearts been racing
Miles and miles
But you keep leaving
And it's feeling hostile
We don't have to be friends
We don't have to amend
But can I ask
Are you still my friend
The feelings I have
Are lonely and cold
I miss myself
I have no one to hold
They said I have changed
I told them "I'm fine"
But they don't believe me
So, just keep in mind
I miss myself
The one I was before
But I feel like I'm fighting
A one sided war
The demons I have
They are real I say
I can hear them, see them
They don't go away
I don't want to amend
I dont to be friends
But demons can I ask
Can you be my friend
You say mean words
That keep me awake
Maybe if your my friend
You'll remake your mistake
I miss myself
The one I was before
But now I am leaving
This one sided war
*AUTHOR'S NOTE*
I have to leave my house tomorrow for my acting class... I should be happy... But I'm so scared. I've changed a lot since then and I'm afraid I won't know anyone.... But it might be better to be on my own in this... I'm getting more serious in my musical theatre. I guess it's slightly okay. I just don't like talking to people...
-with great hopes, Ashton
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PoetryHello! This is Ashton here! (Formerly known as Abby) and this is my diary. Lately I haven't been updating because I, well... I'll explain as you read! I will be posting poems, art, and my life as I go, hope you guys enjoy!