Alone With My Thoughts

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I lay awake at night
Alone with my thoughts
To keep me company
As I cry to the person I truly am

I lay awake at night
Alone with my thoughts
Staring up at the ceiling
Asking myself "Why?"

I lay awake at night
Alone with my thoughts
Hiding in the dark
With my fears to keep me company

I lay awake at night
Alone with my thoughts
Trying to run away
From the world that hates me

I lay awake at night
Alone with my thoughts
The thoughts that tell me that I'm useless
That the world is better without me

I lay awake at night
Alone with my thoughts
As I try to remember the time when I was happy
But it feels to distant from the present

I lay awake at night
Alone with my thoughts
I wish of a world where I can be myself
But my wish will never be granted because a world like that doesn't exist

I lay awake at night
Alone with my thoughts
Asking myself for sleep
But I can't provide that for myself because I don't deserve it

I deserve to lay awake at night
Alone with my thoughts
Wishing for a world
That will never exist

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