dear diary (a justin bieber love story)

chapter 6

I was having fun.the last time I had fun was when I was 13 years old.4 years ago...sometimes I wonder how happy I would be if my mother was still here. Maria wouldnt be here. and well I wouldn't be so...unhappy. Justin makes me feel happy. I can actually call him a friend.

"okay okay!"Justin was currently tickling me and I was laughing.laughing so hard my stomach was beginning to hurt. "say Justin is the cutest most bestest friend ever" "n-n-no! hahaha s-stop!" but he didn't stop so there I was laughing and too weak to stop him"say it" "okay okay!! Justin i-is the cutest most nearest friend ever!" he stopped "good"he smirked and got off of me. this boy is seriously too much. I got up and looked around his room.he had a wall full of pictures of different faces. I picked up one and I was assuming it was his mom and dad "hey...who's this?" he got up and walked over to see it.but as he saw it his expression changed,from happy to upset "that's my mom and dad..they split up when I was young" I felt bad "oh I'm sorry I didn't know I shouldn't have picked that up " I then face palmed,I'm such an idiot oh my gosh "its okay Rosa ...seriously" he gave a weak smile but I wasn't smiling "I'm such a screw up" "no your not" he walked over and sat next to me "yes I am" he then put his arm around me.I immediately felt my cheeks getting hot. I couldn't be blushing I mean I just met him today! I just turned my head the other way "nope..your not" he then turned my face towards his and I couldn't help but stare into his eyes.I then saw him leaning in and I couldn't help but lean in too,but just as our lips were inches away I snapped out of it and moved back "I should go" I stood up grabbed my sweater and bookbag and was about to walk out "do you need a ride home?" "no thanks" I hurried down the stairs and walked out the door. I was about to kiss Justin! let alone he had a girlfriend!  ugh I'm such an idiot

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I walked through the door to see my dad and Maria on the couch smiling. I didn't say a word. as I was about to go upstairs my dad called me back

"Rosa can you come here real quick" I groaned and took a seat infront of them "yes?" "well you know how Maria and I have been together for three years ..well.." "I'm pregnant! " she blurted out all happy like,me on the other hand was shocked,hurt and confused that my dad would think about having a child with another woman "your what?! no! get rid of it!" tears were streaming down my face,but it was tears of anger "Rosa!! how dare you!" "no dad! how dare you! how dear you marry another woman and get her pregnant! you never loved mom if you got over her so quickly! !" my dad stood there shocked and so did Maria I shook my head and walked upstairs slamming my room door and tears spilling down my face

I wish this was all a bad dream.In times like this I needed my mother..