dear diary (a justin bieber love story)

chapter 18

Rosa's p.o.v

its 12:00 a.m which means ....HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSA! I went downstairs into my dads alcohol cabinet,  what? I only wanted to try it. I brang out the watermelon ciroc and poured it into a cup followed by ice. I then took a sip, at first it burned my throat, but then I chugged it down.

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I got pretty carried away with the drink. I even lost count of how much I drank. I was wobbling all over the place and collapsed on the sofa. I called Justin

after a few rings he finally picked up "hello?" his voice sounded raspy ..I guess he was late "Im sorry ..d-did I waaaake you?" I giggled "Rosa...are you drunk? " he asked fully awake this time "its my birthdaaaaay " I laughed, I heard Justin sigh "I'm on my way over" he hung up the phone and I just payed there. 

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about ten minutes later I heard a knock on the door. I ran to it and saw Justin. I struggled to open the door a little bit but I finally got it open "justiiiiiin hi babyy" I laughed kissing him on his face. he began to laugh "damn..how much did you drink" "a lot" I wobbled going up the stairs "let me help you" Justin carried me upstairs and into my room.

Justin's p.o.v

Rosa was wasted as hell. I chuckled a bit setting her down on her bed

"justinnnnn" she cried out "what's wrong?" she then began to laugh "nothinnnng" I laughed "crazy ass" "but come hereeee"she motioned me to come closer so I did "closer" I moved closer "closerrrr" I was practically on top of her now "what is it?" I asked "I..wa.. I want you to.." she slurred "what you want me to what?" she came closer to my ear "I..want you..to to.  ..I want you to fuck me" I looked at her with wide eyes as she smiled innocently "i-i can't do that...your drunk " "oh come onnn you know you want too" she giggled "Rosa I'm not taking advantage of you" she started to pout "I guess ill have to do it myself then" I was kinda confused about what she said until I realized she was undressing "Rosa...put your clothes back on I'm not gonna do this "but Whyyyyy" she sat on my Lap facing me and I could smell the alcohol lingering  from her mouth. "answer me" I felt her grind on me "Rosa please...stop" she kissed my neck "but I don't wanna stop" "but I need you to stop" I was just about to pull her off until she pinned me down "what the fuck? " for someone so small she was strong as hell "I want you in meee" she started to whine, I sighed "when you're sober..if ill even get that chance" I stood up and was about to leave "justinnnn" she whined again "yes?" "can you stay with me..pleaseee?" I sighed and took off my shirt and laid down next to her "night Ro" I closed my eyes until I felt her lips against mine. I couldn't take it anymore so I kissed back, what was about to happen would probably make her hate me for the rest of her life

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freaky scene maybe?

idk how to write one as good soooo.....someone help me? (inbox me)

I also got a question and decided to answer it here

Q: where do you live?

A: New York shawtaaay cx lol